1 00:00:09,080 --> 00:00:11,835 Thank you for coming. 2 00:00:11,835 --> 00:00:14,685 We are in for a delightful evening 3 00:00:14,685 --> 00:00:17,535 to hear from one of our own, 4 00:00:17,535 --> 00:00:19,860 one of our own faculty members. 5 00:00:19,860 --> 00:00:21,690 As most of you know, 6 00:00:21,690 --> 00:00:27,180 this lecture series is a process that we go through where 7 00:00:27,180 --> 00:00:29,759 the faculty of Seattle Pacific 8 00:00:29,759 --> 00:00:32,820 choose one of our own faculty 9 00:00:32,820 --> 00:00:34,770 to deliver a lecture each year, 10 00:00:34,770 --> 00:00:38,130 and that scholar then 11 00:00:38,130 --> 00:00:41,550 spends the whole year in preparation for this lecture. 12 00:00:41,550 --> 00:00:47,225 So we are delighted to recognize the work this evening, 13 00:00:47,225 --> 00:00:49,640 Dr. Marcia Webb, 14 00:00:49,640 --> 00:00:53,465 and we look forward to your lecture tonight, Marcia. 15 00:00:53,465 --> 00:00:57,155 Glad that you've all come. 16 00:00:57,155 --> 00:00:59,930 We were counting up here that we 17 00:00:59,930 --> 00:01:03,320 believe this is the 35th lecture. 18 00:01:03,320 --> 00:01:07,895 As I look at the list that you all have in your programs, 19 00:01:07,895 --> 00:01:11,810 I am also looking across this audience and I see 20 00:01:11,810 --> 00:01:17,965 quite a number of the former Weter lecturers. 21 00:01:17,965 --> 00:01:21,950 I would like for those of you who have given, 22 00:01:21,950 --> 00:01:24,140 delivered one of the lectures in 23 00:01:24,140 --> 00:01:27,095 the past to stand and be recognized, 24 00:01:27,095 --> 00:01:31,310 so all of you who have been at this podium before. 25 00:01:31,310 --> 00:01:42,470 [APPLAUSE] 26 00:01:42,470 --> 00:01:44,210 Thank you very much. 27 00:01:44,210 --> 00:01:49,410 This lecture is in honor of Dr. Winifred Weter. 28 00:01:49,570 --> 00:01:54,080 Many of you, as I look out across this audience again, 29 00:01:54,080 --> 00:01:57,650 worked with her, taught with her over the years. 30 00:01:57,650 --> 00:01:59,930 She was a professor here of 31 00:01:59,930 --> 00:02:05,100 classics and of Greek for 40 years, 32 00:02:05,100 --> 00:02:08,340 a long and distinguished career. 33 00:02:08,340 --> 00:02:11,955 She received her PhD 34 00:02:11,955 --> 00:02:15,350 in classics from the University of Chicago. 35 00:02:15,350 --> 00:02:21,739 Before women received degrees in classics from Chicago, 36 00:02:21,739 --> 00:02:23,315 she was a pioneer. 37 00:02:23,315 --> 00:02:26,000 She was setting a pace, she was a model. 38 00:02:26,000 --> 00:02:27,754 She was a model for 39 00:02:27,754 --> 00:02:32,750 our women scholars on this campus for so many years. 40 00:02:32,750 --> 00:02:33,770 In the early years, 41 00:02:33,770 --> 00:02:37,770 she did a lot of other things like coach basketball, 42 00:02:38,800 --> 00:02:43,760 be involved in a great deal even in athletics. 43 00:02:43,760 --> 00:02:48,470 She contributed to this campus and to 44 00:02:48,470 --> 00:02:49,940 the life and work and 45 00:02:49,940 --> 00:02:53,915 history of Seattle Pacific immensely. 46 00:02:53,915 --> 00:02:57,560 We lift up her career and her life and 47 00:02:57,560 --> 00:03:00,895 her devotion to learning tonight. 48 00:03:00,895 --> 00:03:02,480 That's what we honor, 49 00:03:02,480 --> 00:03:06,950 and we continue to honor that legacy of 50 00:03:06,950 --> 00:03:09,830 hers and those commitments and values that 51 00:03:09,830 --> 00:03:13,595 she represented so well in our midst for so long. 52 00:03:13,595 --> 00:03:16,820 When I've heard had a spirit of her own, 53 00:03:16,820 --> 00:03:20,900 believe me, I got to know her well, 54 00:03:20,900 --> 00:03:22,550 and the time that I have been here, 55 00:03:22,550 --> 00:03:26,270 I can remember standing at this podium one evening for 56 00:03:26,270 --> 00:03:28,820 Weter lecture and I said 57 00:03:28,820 --> 00:03:31,880 something like back a few years ago, 58 00:03:31,880 --> 00:03:35,660 I said this is the 26th Weter lecture and 59 00:03:35,660 --> 00:03:40,835 she out of the audience says 25, corrects me. 60 00:03:40,835 --> 00:03:44,065 This was a spirit of Winifred Weter, 61 00:03:44,065 --> 00:03:46,350 wonderful person that she was, 62 00:03:46,350 --> 00:03:50,015 and we honor her tonight with this lecture. 63 00:03:50,015 --> 00:03:55,265 I would also like to recognize Ross and Barbara Shaw, 64 00:03:55,265 --> 00:04:00,740 who have carried on this legacy, 65 00:04:00,740 --> 00:04:03,200 contributed to this financially 66 00:04:03,200 --> 00:04:07,160 so that this lecture can continue. 67 00:04:07,160 --> 00:04:09,980 They have done this anonymously for many, 68 00:04:09,980 --> 00:04:12,800 many years and I have coaxed them 69 00:04:12,800 --> 00:04:16,235 and persuaded them to let me acknowledge them, 70 00:04:16,235 --> 00:04:18,980 which we've been able to do for the last few years. 71 00:04:18,980 --> 00:04:20,270 But Ross and Barbara, 72 00:04:20,270 --> 00:04:22,055 I wonder if you would please 73 00:04:22,055 --> 00:04:24,080 stand and let us recognize you. 74 00:04:24,080 --> 00:04:35,750 [APPLAUSE] 75 00:04:35,750 --> 00:04:40,340 Let us move into the lecture and I would like to ask Dr. 76 00:04:40,340 --> 00:04:46,290 Michael Row if he would come and introduce Dr. Webb. 77 00:04:53,300 --> 00:04:57,700 Good evening. I am very pleased to 78 00:04:57,700 --> 00:05:01,915 introduce to you my longtime colleague, Dr. Marcia Webb, 79 00:05:01,915 --> 00:05:04,210 Associate Professor of Clinical Psychology 80 00:05:04,210 --> 00:05:05,530 in the School of Psychology, 81 00:05:05,530 --> 00:05:07,210 Family, and Community, 82 00:05:07,210 --> 00:05:09,670 who in turn will be leading us on 83 00:05:09,670 --> 00:05:13,810 an exploration into a theology of mental illness. 84 00:05:13,810 --> 00:05:17,825 Marcia is eminently qualified to address this topic. 85 00:05:17,825 --> 00:05:19,300 She is a PhD in 86 00:05:19,300 --> 00:05:22,420 clinical psychology and a licensed psychologist. 87 00:05:22,420 --> 00:05:24,190 She also earned a masters of 88 00:05:24,190 --> 00:05:27,160 divinity degree from Fuller Theological Seminary. 89 00:05:27,160 --> 00:05:29,890 She has amassed almost two decades 90 00:05:29,890 --> 00:05:32,725 as a practicing psychotherapist. 91 00:05:32,725 --> 00:05:35,450 She is a teacher, research mentor, 92 00:05:35,450 --> 00:05:39,145 and scholar in the psychology of religion. 93 00:05:39,145 --> 00:05:41,090 Along with her colleague, 94 00:05:41,090 --> 00:05:44,090 Dr. Kathy steps in the School of Health Sciences, 95 00:05:44,090 --> 00:05:46,460 she directs the Living Well Initiative 96 00:05:46,460 --> 00:05:47,960 and the Dickinson Fellowship, 97 00:05:47,960 --> 00:05:51,170 a truly innovative multidisciplinary 98 00:05:51,170 --> 00:05:54,545 training program for undergraduate, masters, 99 00:05:54,545 --> 00:05:58,100 and doctoral students that is focused on persons and 100 00:05:58,100 --> 00:06:03,520 their families facing persistent, severe mental illness. 101 00:06:03,520 --> 00:06:06,230 Marcia describes the role of 102 00:06:06,230 --> 00:06:09,290 faculty in our field at Seattle Pacific University. 103 00:06:09,290 --> 00:06:13,540 Here, I will paraphrase her a wee bit as one in which, 104 00:06:13,540 --> 00:06:15,800 "We consider the philosophical 105 00:06:15,800 --> 00:06:17,150 and worldview assumptions of 106 00:06:17,150 --> 00:06:18,320 our disciplines and how 107 00:06:18,320 --> 00:06:21,110 these assumptions relate to our Christian faith. 108 00:06:21,110 --> 00:06:24,200 We strive for intellectual integrity both as 109 00:06:24,200 --> 00:06:27,995 competence psychologists and as thoughtful Christians. 110 00:06:27,995 --> 00:06:30,830 We are willing to ask difficult questions and to 111 00:06:30,830 --> 00:06:33,740 pose multiple potential answers. 112 00:06:33,740 --> 00:06:35,810 The struggle to seek 113 00:06:35,810 --> 00:06:40,370 some resolution should result in greater humility and 114 00:06:40,370 --> 00:06:41,930 a renewed appreciation of 115 00:06:41,930 --> 00:06:44,435 the limitations we share as humans 116 00:06:44,435 --> 00:06:49,920 attempting to understand the vast world around us." 117 00:06:49,990 --> 00:06:56,035 Amen. In the not-too-distant past, 118 00:06:56,035 --> 00:07:00,950 Marcia was in a rather spicy verbal interchange with 119 00:07:00,950 --> 00:07:03,380 a talented biblical scholar about 120 00:07:03,380 --> 00:07:06,905 Moltmann's concept of the sin of despair. 121 00:07:06,905 --> 00:07:11,530 This Bible says in a somewhat rebuking tones stated, 122 00:07:11,530 --> 00:07:15,550 "But people, Moltmann is a professional theologian. 123 00:07:15,550 --> 00:07:18,830 The idiom of his discourse is theological, 124 00:07:18,830 --> 00:07:21,560 not psychological, not sociological, 125 00:07:21,560 --> 00:07:25,060 not biological, theological. 126 00:07:25,060 --> 00:07:27,540 To which Marcia replied, 127 00:07:27,540 --> 00:07:30,110 "If theological discourse does not 128 00:07:30,110 --> 00:07:33,290 address the lived experience of humanity, 129 00:07:33,290 --> 00:07:36,250 then of what value is it?" 130 00:07:36,250 --> 00:07:41,075 The Bible says, conceded, none at all. 131 00:07:41,075 --> 00:07:43,835 Tonight, Marcia will be presenting 132 00:07:43,835 --> 00:07:46,340 a theological discourse that 133 00:07:46,340 --> 00:07:48,800 directly touches the lived experience of 134 00:07:48,800 --> 00:07:51,850 a large portion of humanity. 135 00:07:51,850 --> 00:07:54,110 A portion of humanity that has in 136 00:07:54,110 --> 00:07:56,780 fact existed on the margins, 137 00:07:56,780 --> 00:08:00,470 including the margins of the Christian church. 138 00:08:00,470 --> 00:08:05,450 Toward a theology of mental illness, my friends, 139 00:08:05,450 --> 00:08:08,510 please join me in welcoming Dr. Marcia Webb. 140 00:08:08,510 --> 00:08:26,670 [APPLAUSE] 141 00:08:26,670 --> 00:08:30,079 Thank you. I'm honored to be here tonight. 142 00:08:30,079 --> 00:08:33,035 I'm honored to be your recipient of Weter lecture. 143 00:08:33,035 --> 00:08:39,470 Tonight I want to talk to you about the topic that's very close to my heart. 144 00:08:39,470 --> 00:08:42,335 I want to talk to you about faith and mental illness. 145 00:08:42,335 --> 00:08:45,260 In addition to my role here as humble faculty in 146 00:08:45,260 --> 00:08:48,050 the Department of Clinical Psychology, 147 00:08:48,050 --> 00:08:51,325 I've been psychotherapist for about two decades now. 148 00:08:51,325 --> 00:08:52,825 In my practice of work, 149 00:08:52,825 --> 00:08:55,490 most of you are Christians because my area of 150 00:08:55,490 --> 00:08:58,705 interest to you is Christian faith and mental illness. 151 00:08:58,705 --> 00:09:00,370 I have worked with people who have struggled with 152 00:09:00,370 --> 00:09:01,960 depression, anxiety, 153 00:09:01,960 --> 00:09:04,220 association, issues with trauma 154 00:09:04,220 --> 00:09:07,030 and abuse, and sometimes psychosis. 155 00:09:07,030 --> 00:09:09,860 As I watched these people struggle with their disorders, 156 00:09:09,860 --> 00:09:11,300 I've watched them struggle with something else. 157 00:09:11,300 --> 00:09:13,925 I've watched them struggle with their faith. 158 00:09:13,925 --> 00:09:16,520 They wondered, shouldn't my faith 159 00:09:16,520 --> 00:09:17,920 protect me from anxiety? 160 00:09:17,920 --> 00:09:19,585 Isn't depression a sin? 161 00:09:19,585 --> 00:09:20,990 They felt judged in 162 00:09:20,990 --> 00:09:24,185 their churches because they suffer with mental illness. 163 00:09:24,185 --> 00:09:26,750 Apparently, my clients are not alone. 164 00:09:26,750 --> 00:09:28,280 I want to look with you at 165 00:09:28,280 --> 00:09:30,710 some research from the psychology religion, 166 00:09:30,710 --> 00:09:31,970 which talks about 167 00:09:31,970 --> 00:09:34,890 religious attitudes about mental illness. 168 00:09:36,480 --> 00:09:38,800 In one study that was done 169 00:09:38,800 --> 00:09:41,500 recently by a researcher named Stanford, 170 00:09:41,500 --> 00:09:46,360 participants in an online mental illness, 171 00:09:46,360 --> 00:09:48,040 a discussion group described 172 00:09:48,040 --> 00:09:50,905 interactions with the church around mental illness. 173 00:09:50,905 --> 00:09:54,115 Either they or a family member had a mental illness. 174 00:09:54,115 --> 00:09:56,830 The majority of participants indicated that they had 175 00:09:56,830 --> 00:09:59,260 had positive interactions in the church. 176 00:09:59,260 --> 00:10:03,250 At about 1/3 stated that they had 177 00:10:03,250 --> 00:10:09,040 negative experiences in the church. 178 00:10:09,040 --> 00:10:10,540 The church viewed mental illness as 179 00:10:10,540 --> 00:10:12,595 a result of personal sin. 180 00:10:12,595 --> 00:10:15,670 Another 1/3 also reported that the church had suggested 181 00:10:15,670 --> 00:10:16,960 that they or their loved ones 182 00:10:16,960 --> 00:10:18,790 did not really have a mental illness. 183 00:10:18,790 --> 00:10:20,350 In some cases, people who had 184 00:10:20,350 --> 00:10:21,970 had these negative experiences 185 00:10:21,970 --> 00:10:25,970 decided not to continue to go to these churches. 186 00:10:27,150 --> 00:10:29,590 In another study, participants 187 00:10:29,590 --> 00:10:33,220 described how they felt estranged from the church, 188 00:10:33,220 --> 00:10:36,820 how they felt judged by church members and how 189 00:10:36,820 --> 00:10:38,290 they based general sense to 190 00:10:38,290 --> 00:10:41,180 lack of acceptance of mental illness. 191 00:10:42,510 --> 00:10:45,880 Other research has demonstrated the subset of persons 192 00:10:45,880 --> 00:10:48,460 believe that genuine faith will 193 00:10:48,460 --> 00:10:49,960 prevent problems like depression and 194 00:10:49,960 --> 00:10:54,330 anxiety and that mental illness is a spiritual problem, 195 00:10:54,330 --> 00:10:56,220 not a psychological or health problem, 196 00:10:56,220 --> 00:10:59,140 or that it's alienation from God. 197 00:10:59,460 --> 00:11:03,010 We also have something that psychologists refer to as 198 00:11:03,010 --> 00:11:06,280 anecdotal evidence of these attitudes. 199 00:11:06,280 --> 00:11:09,790 What is meant by anecdotal evidence is that we can 200 00:11:09,790 --> 00:11:12,100 cite instances of these events 201 00:11:12,100 --> 00:11:13,270 even though they're not a part of 202 00:11:13,270 --> 00:11:14,965 a systematic research study. 203 00:11:14,965 --> 00:11:18,535 Look with me at an example of this. 204 00:11:18,535 --> 00:11:20,590 Dr. Kay Jamison Redfield is 205 00:11:20,590 --> 00:11:23,575 a psychologist and she wrote the book An Unquiet Mind, 206 00:11:23,575 --> 00:11:26,455 which talks about her experiences with bipolar disorder. 207 00:11:26,455 --> 00:11:28,150 Bipolar disorder was once 208 00:11:28,150 --> 00:11:29,755 referred to as manic depressive disorders. 209 00:11:29,755 --> 00:11:33,790 You may be more familiar with that title. 210 00:11:33,790 --> 00:11:37,735 She says, "I received thousands of letters from people. 211 00:11:37,735 --> 00:11:39,370 Most of them were supportive but 212 00:11:39,370 --> 00:11:41,140 many were exceedingly hostile. 213 00:11:41,140 --> 00:11:42,760 A striking number said that I 214 00:11:42,760 --> 00:11:44,260 deserve my illness because I was 215 00:11:44,260 --> 00:11:46,150 insufficiently Christian and that 216 00:11:46,150 --> 00:11:47,770 the devil had gotten hold of me. 217 00:11:47,770 --> 00:11:51,680 More prayer, not medication was the only answer." 218 00:11:52,710 --> 00:11:55,750 Now there are other studies that also show 219 00:11:55,750 --> 00:11:57,460 these general attitudes in 220 00:11:57,460 --> 00:11:59,965 segments of the church around the world. 221 00:11:59,965 --> 00:12:01,570 When I think about these ideas, 222 00:12:01,570 --> 00:12:03,820 I think about them as belonging to a larger system, 223 00:12:03,820 --> 00:12:05,770 a type of Working lay theology. 224 00:12:05,770 --> 00:12:09,295 When I use the phrase like theology, 225 00:12:09,295 --> 00:12:11,770 I mean that physiology 226 00:12:11,770 --> 00:12:14,095 doesn't emerge from the work of trained scholars. 227 00:12:14,095 --> 00:12:16,810 It emerges out of the community. 228 00:12:16,810 --> 00:12:19,600 It's something that's an implicit rubric 229 00:12:19,600 --> 00:12:21,955 of understanding among lay believers. 230 00:12:21,955 --> 00:12:23,800 This implicit rubric of understanding 231 00:12:23,800 --> 00:12:25,720 may not be consciously examined. 232 00:12:25,720 --> 00:12:27,250 It may not be very well understood. 233 00:12:27,250 --> 00:12:29,170 It may even contradict itself. 234 00:12:29,170 --> 00:12:31,600 Yet it permeates the life of the church 235 00:12:31,600 --> 00:12:34,855 and the understanding of mental illness in the church. 236 00:12:34,855 --> 00:12:38,050 In preparation for this lecture I wrote a paper and I 237 00:12:38,050 --> 00:12:39,610 discussed a number of 238 00:12:39,610 --> 00:12:41,860 different components of that Working lay theology. 239 00:12:41,860 --> 00:12:44,995 But I just wanted to touch on a few with you tonight. 240 00:12:44,995 --> 00:12:47,620 One idea that seems to be embedded 241 00:12:47,620 --> 00:12:49,360 in this Working lay theology is 242 00:12:49,360 --> 00:12:51,310 the notion that believers should be protected from 243 00:12:51,310 --> 00:12:53,800 experiences like depression and anxiety. 244 00:12:53,800 --> 00:12:55,870 In other ideas that mental illness 245 00:12:55,870 --> 00:12:58,345 may be due to a lack of faith. 246 00:12:58,345 --> 00:13:00,640 Mental illnesses such as depression, 247 00:13:00,640 --> 00:13:04,670 anxiety may therefore be demonstrations of sin. 248 00:13:04,920 --> 00:13:08,320 Mental illnesses may be caused by sin. 249 00:13:08,320 --> 00:13:09,850 Again, these are just a few of 250 00:13:09,850 --> 00:13:13,850 the ideas that I will look at tonight with you. 251 00:13:15,630 --> 00:13:18,640 One day I was thinking about these general attitudes 252 00:13:18,640 --> 00:13:20,470 in the church and I remembered Christians, 253 00:13:20,470 --> 00:13:22,915 I've known who seem to embody these ideas. 254 00:13:22,915 --> 00:13:24,730 I remember their absolute conviction 255 00:13:24,730 --> 00:13:25,810 that we can always have 256 00:13:25,810 --> 00:13:27,430 the peace that passes understanding 257 00:13:27,430 --> 00:13:29,020 or the joy of the Lord. 258 00:13:29,020 --> 00:13:31,840 That we can have instantaneous access to the power of 259 00:13:31,840 --> 00:13:34,735 God to overcome all of our psychological pain. 260 00:13:34,735 --> 00:13:36,820 That we never have to have psychological pain, 261 00:13:36,820 --> 00:13:39,415 and certainly we never have to experience mental illness. 262 00:13:39,415 --> 00:13:41,935 That the Bible guarantees us this power. 263 00:13:41,935 --> 00:13:44,290 I was thinking about these people and how they 264 00:13:44,290 --> 00:13:46,855 just always seemed to me to be so cheery and bright. 265 00:13:46,855 --> 00:13:48,640 They look good, they sounded good. 266 00:13:48,640 --> 00:13:51,625 They just seemed impervious to the stresses of life. 267 00:13:51,625 --> 00:13:53,260 As I was reflecting on this, 268 00:13:53,260 --> 00:13:55,180 I couldn't help but think then in some ways, 269 00:13:55,180 --> 00:13:56,965 this is actually a very appealing way 270 00:13:56,965 --> 00:13:59,050 to think about the Christian life. 271 00:13:59,050 --> 00:14:00,970 Wouldn't it be great if we never had 272 00:14:00,970 --> 00:14:02,470 to have any psychological pain at 273 00:14:02,470 --> 00:14:05,905 all or if we never had to have mental illness, 274 00:14:05,905 --> 00:14:07,360 if we could be absolutely 275 00:14:07,360 --> 00:14:09,490 guaranteed that our lives 276 00:14:09,490 --> 00:14:11,200 would always have peace and joy. 277 00:14:11,200 --> 00:14:13,060 But as I continue to think about this, 278 00:14:13,060 --> 00:14:15,400 I thought I'm not so sure 279 00:14:15,400 --> 00:14:17,890 that's very real or it just doesn't feel genuine. 280 00:14:17,890 --> 00:14:20,710 It feels somehow artificial to me. 281 00:14:20,710 --> 00:14:23,020 I was thinking this overwhelming over 282 00:14:23,020 --> 00:14:25,495 this juxtaposition of these two descriptors, 283 00:14:25,495 --> 00:14:29,410 something that's appealing and artificial and going over 284 00:14:29,410 --> 00:14:31,360 and over in my mind about 285 00:14:31,360 --> 00:14:34,370 this and this image popped into my head. 286 00:14:34,400 --> 00:14:36,570 I thought about this movie. 287 00:14:36,570 --> 00:14:39,540 [LAUGHTER] I saw years ago. 288 00:14:39,540 --> 00:14:41,220 I saw this movie in the 1970s. 289 00:14:41,220 --> 00:14:44,535 A more recent version has come out in the last few years, 290 00:14:44,535 --> 00:14:45,750 but it's based on a book by 291 00:14:45,750 --> 00:14:48,640 Ira Levin that was published in 1972. 292 00:14:48,640 --> 00:14:51,200 And if you are familiar with the story, 293 00:14:51,200 --> 00:14:54,330 there's this seemingly dorsal little community 294 00:14:54,330 --> 00:14:57,090 in which the wives are all disturbingly perfect. 295 00:14:57,090 --> 00:14:58,590 But as the story continues, 296 00:14:58,590 --> 00:15:00,660 we realize something is very wrong here. 297 00:15:00,660 --> 00:15:02,580 We realize, along with 298 00:15:02,580 --> 00:15:03,960 the protagonist that the wives are 299 00:15:03,960 --> 00:15:06,520 actually robots. They are not real. 300 00:15:06,900 --> 00:15:10,120 As I was thinking about this particular set of 301 00:15:10,120 --> 00:15:11,440 beliefs that we never 302 00:15:11,440 --> 00:15:12,970 have to experience psychological pain, 303 00:15:12,970 --> 00:15:14,500 much less mental illness, I couldn't help but 304 00:15:14,500 --> 00:15:16,855 think it's a lot like the Stafford wives. 305 00:15:16,855 --> 00:15:19,750 Tonight I'm going to use the term Stafford Christianity 306 00:15:19,750 --> 00:15:23,905 [LAUGHTER] to describe this working lay theology. 307 00:15:23,905 --> 00:15:26,530 I do want to say one thing though, about this term. 308 00:15:26,530 --> 00:15:28,060 I realized when I use this term, 309 00:15:28,060 --> 00:15:29,965 it may sound like I'm being critical, 310 00:15:29,965 --> 00:15:31,705 at least of a portion of the church 311 00:15:31,705 --> 00:15:33,805 and I suppose that's because I am. 312 00:15:33,805 --> 00:15:35,845 But when I make this criticism, 313 00:15:35,845 --> 00:15:37,750 I do so as someone who 314 00:15:37,750 --> 00:15:40,240 loves the church and who cares about her members. 315 00:15:40,240 --> 00:15:42,940 Especially, or maybe I shouldn't say especially, 316 00:15:42,940 --> 00:15:44,800 but I have a special heart for those who have 317 00:15:44,800 --> 00:15:47,830 mental illness within her members. 318 00:15:47,830 --> 00:15:50,440 I've been a Christian for more than 30 years. 319 00:15:50,440 --> 00:15:52,870 And over that time I have come to believe that 320 00:15:52,870 --> 00:15:56,920 these ideas in Stafford Christianity are true, 321 00:15:56,920 --> 00:15:59,140 that they're not supported by the Bible. 322 00:15:59,140 --> 00:16:01,060 But I have to say when I look at some of 323 00:16:01,060 --> 00:16:04,090 the adherence to this particular view, 324 00:16:04,090 --> 00:16:05,350 I realize that they can be 325 00:16:05,350 --> 00:16:07,735 very devout people and I respect that. 326 00:16:07,735 --> 00:16:09,550 I admire that in 327 00:16:09,550 --> 00:16:13,640 some ways I want to be devout in that way too. 328 00:16:14,280 --> 00:16:16,420 It's in this spirit that I make 329 00:16:16,420 --> 00:16:19,435 the criticisms that I offer tonight. 330 00:16:19,435 --> 00:16:22,540 Not as an outsider, but as a person who loves the church 331 00:16:22,540 --> 00:16:26,065 and feels very grateful to be one of her members. 332 00:16:26,065 --> 00:16:29,920 But then if Stafford Christianity is not biblical, 333 00:16:29,920 --> 00:16:31,600 I can't help but ask myself, 334 00:16:31,600 --> 00:16:32,905 where does it come from? 335 00:16:32,905 --> 00:16:34,150 What are some of the antecedents 336 00:16:34,150 --> 00:16:35,545 to Stafford Christianity? 337 00:16:35,545 --> 00:16:38,380 What are some of those forces in our culture that 338 00:16:38,380 --> 00:16:42,129 have facilitated its development, 339 00:16:42,129 --> 00:16:44,230 that's maintained it, that's encouraged 340 00:16:44,230 --> 00:16:46,810 its presence among us? 341 00:16:46,810 --> 00:16:49,240 One of the things that I've wondered about is 342 00:16:49,240 --> 00:16:51,745 the positive thinking movement of the 20th century. 343 00:16:51,745 --> 00:16:53,500 This movement was extremely 344 00:16:53,500 --> 00:16:56,920 popular in the mid 20th century. 345 00:16:56,920 --> 00:16:59,950 Here are just two of its bestselling books 346 00:16:59,950 --> 00:17:01,795 from the mid 20th century. 347 00:17:01,795 --> 00:17:04,840 This movement propose that if we change our attitudes, 348 00:17:04,840 --> 00:17:06,130 we could change our lives. 349 00:17:06,130 --> 00:17:09,040 The emphasis again was being positive, 350 00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:11,125 which is something we see in Stafford Christianity, 351 00:17:11,125 --> 00:17:13,345 having a positive attitude. 352 00:17:13,345 --> 00:17:15,820 Now the positive thinking movement has 353 00:17:15,820 --> 00:17:18,280 undoubtedly helped many people. 354 00:17:18,280 --> 00:17:20,965 We see it's good influence still 355 00:17:20,965 --> 00:17:24,010 in publications like Guideposts magazine, 356 00:17:24,010 --> 00:17:26,320 which was founded by Norman Vincent Peale and 357 00:17:26,320 --> 00:17:28,705 his wife, Ruth Stafford Peale. 358 00:17:28,705 --> 00:17:30,730 I actually have a subscription to that magazine. 359 00:17:30,730 --> 00:17:32,770 I've had it for years. I love that magazine. 360 00:17:32,770 --> 00:17:36,804 But with regard to Stafford Christianity, I wonder, 361 00:17:36,804 --> 00:17:39,805 has Stafford Christianity taken the ideas of 362 00:17:39,805 --> 00:17:41,410 positive thinking and apply them to 363 00:17:41,410 --> 00:17:43,675 situations where they really don't fit? 364 00:17:43,675 --> 00:17:45,730 Has Stafford Christianity in fact 365 00:17:45,730 --> 00:17:49,120 replaced Christian faith with positive thinking? 366 00:17:49,120 --> 00:17:50,980 They are not the same. 367 00:17:50,980 --> 00:17:53,905 Christian faith is about trusting God. 368 00:17:53,905 --> 00:17:56,215 Having a trusting relationship with God. 369 00:17:56,215 --> 00:17:57,820 It involves so much more than 370 00:17:57,820 --> 00:18:00,830 any attitude could encompass. 371 00:18:00,870 --> 00:18:05,980 Another potential antecedent to Stafford Christianity is 372 00:18:05,980 --> 00:18:11,035 the health or wealth gospel or the prosperity gospel. 373 00:18:11,035 --> 00:18:14,605 Again, this is an enormously popular movement 374 00:18:14,605 --> 00:18:17,185 in the United States and around the world today. 375 00:18:17,185 --> 00:18:20,320 Here are just three of its many bestselling books. 376 00:18:20,320 --> 00:18:22,825 If you're not familiar with this movement, 377 00:18:22,825 --> 00:18:24,340 the health and wealth gospel basically 378 00:18:24,340 --> 00:18:25,690 teaches that if people have 379 00:18:25,690 --> 00:18:27,430 enough faith then health and 380 00:18:27,430 --> 00:18:29,380 wealth are guarantee to them, 381 00:18:29,380 --> 00:18:33,355 they're entitled to health and wealth through the Bible. 382 00:18:33,355 --> 00:18:37,430 Even though I do believe God wants to bless us, 383 00:18:37,740 --> 00:18:41,035 Faith is not a formula. 384 00:18:41,035 --> 00:18:43,075 It's not a magic wand. 385 00:18:43,075 --> 00:18:45,070 Faith is about trusting God 386 00:18:45,070 --> 00:18:47,695 regardless of life's circumstances. 387 00:18:47,695 --> 00:18:49,810 Yet according to the health and wealth gospel, 388 00:18:49,810 --> 00:18:51,400 if you don't have enough faith, 389 00:18:51,400 --> 00:18:53,470 you won't have health and wealth and if you 390 00:18:53,470 --> 00:18:54,610 don't have health and wealth 391 00:18:54,610 --> 00:18:56,605 then you don't have enough faith. 392 00:18:56,605 --> 00:18:59,995 Unfortunately, for persons who have mental illness, 393 00:18:59,995 --> 00:19:03,295 they may be seen as not having enough faith. 394 00:19:03,295 --> 00:19:06,820 I wonder has Stafford Christianity adopted this view? 395 00:19:06,820 --> 00:19:08,050 Does it judge people who have 396 00:19:08,050 --> 00:19:10,420 mental illnesses believing that 397 00:19:10,420 --> 00:19:11,530 they don't have enough faith and 398 00:19:11,530 --> 00:19:13,850 that's why they suffer as they do. 399 00:19:14,440 --> 00:19:17,269 Well, I could say more about these antecedents 400 00:19:17,269 --> 00:19:19,920 as well as potentially others. 401 00:19:20,050 --> 00:19:22,970 But what I want to do is move ahead and actually look 402 00:19:22,970 --> 00:19:26,030 at separate Christianity in light of the scriptures. 403 00:19:26,030 --> 00:19:27,960 What does some of the scriptures 404 00:19:27,960 --> 00:19:30,290 say about biblical characters? 405 00:19:30,290 --> 00:19:31,640 Do we find, for example, 406 00:19:31,640 --> 00:19:33,200 that God's people are protected 407 00:19:33,200 --> 00:19:35,170 from symptoms of depression or anxiety? 408 00:19:35,170 --> 00:19:37,130 Do we find that the Bible suggests that 409 00:19:37,130 --> 00:19:40,560 these experiences are demonstrations of a lack of faith? 410 00:19:40,560 --> 00:19:44,025 Let's look first at Naomi. 411 00:19:44,025 --> 00:19:46,520 Remember the book of Ruth? 412 00:19:46,520 --> 00:19:48,620 Naomi is a woman who has 413 00:19:48,620 --> 00:19:51,005 lost both her husband and her sons. 414 00:19:51,005 --> 00:19:53,390 At the time of these death, 415 00:19:53,390 --> 00:19:55,985 she's a foreigner in the land of Moab. 416 00:19:55,985 --> 00:19:58,755 As a foreigner and as a widow, 417 00:19:58,755 --> 00:20:01,480 without sons in a patriarchal society, 418 00:20:01,480 --> 00:20:04,595 she suddenly finds herself bereft, 419 00:20:04,595 --> 00:20:07,865 utterly alone with no social or economic power. 420 00:20:07,865 --> 00:20:10,740 She becomes so distraught that she says, 421 00:20:10,740 --> 00:20:12,865 "Call me Mara," meaning bitter. 422 00:20:12,865 --> 00:20:15,775 She says," The Lord has been very bitter to me." 423 00:20:15,775 --> 00:20:18,559 She tells her community in Bethlehem, 424 00:20:18,559 --> 00:20:20,330 "The Lord has afflicted me. 425 00:20:20,330 --> 00:20:23,605 The Almighty has brought misfortune upon me." 426 00:20:23,605 --> 00:20:25,815 But no one says to her, 427 00:20:25,815 --> 00:20:27,320 you need to increase your faith. 428 00:20:27,320 --> 00:20:29,120 You need to improve your attitude. 429 00:20:29,120 --> 00:20:31,759 No one judges her for her despair. 430 00:20:31,759 --> 00:20:34,730 Instead, her family rallies around her. 431 00:20:34,730 --> 00:20:38,060 In this illustration by William Blake, 432 00:20:38,060 --> 00:20:39,590 we see as her daughter-in-law, 433 00:20:39,590 --> 00:20:41,540 Ruth clings to her and promises 434 00:20:41,540 --> 00:20:44,700 her she'll never leave her. 435 00:20:44,700 --> 00:20:49,685 Later, these two women will meet Boaz, 436 00:20:49,685 --> 00:20:50,960 a wealthy landowner, a 437 00:20:50,960 --> 00:20:53,795 relative who will commit himself to helping them. 438 00:20:53,795 --> 00:20:56,895 Eventually the three will become a family. 439 00:20:56,895 --> 00:20:59,605 Then Naomi's hope will be restored. 440 00:20:59,605 --> 00:21:00,860 We see God working through 441 00:21:00,860 --> 00:21:03,720 this little social support system. 442 00:21:05,970 --> 00:21:09,730 Remember Elijah, Elijah also 443 00:21:09,730 --> 00:21:11,470 becomes very despondent at 444 00:21:11,470 --> 00:21:13,375 one point in his earthly mission. 445 00:21:13,375 --> 00:21:16,525 He becomes so despondent that he begs God for death. 446 00:21:16,525 --> 00:21:18,670 He says, "I have had enough, 447 00:21:18,670 --> 00:21:19,795 Lord take my life. 448 00:21:19,795 --> 00:21:22,360 I am no better than my ancestors." 449 00:21:22,360 --> 00:21:24,160 He's been threatened by 450 00:21:24,160 --> 00:21:29,740 King Ahab's wife Jezebel and he can't take it anymore. 451 00:21:29,740 --> 00:21:33,625 But the Bible doesn't tell us that God chastises Elijah, 452 00:21:33,625 --> 00:21:35,830 the Bible doesn't say Elijah, 453 00:21:35,830 --> 00:21:38,139 you need to have a positive attitude. 454 00:21:38,139 --> 00:21:40,645 Instead, God is very gentle. 455 00:21:40,645 --> 00:21:42,400 An angel of the Lord appears to 456 00:21:42,400 --> 00:21:45,670 Elijah and offers Elijah food and says, 457 00:21:45,670 --> 00:21:47,710 here's some food for your wary body. 458 00:21:47,710 --> 00:21:49,360 Then Elijah rests, 459 00:21:49,360 --> 00:21:51,325 and after Elijah has had food, 460 00:21:51,325 --> 00:21:54,550 after he's rested, God speaks to him in 461 00:21:54,550 --> 00:21:56,050 a gentle whisper and tells 462 00:21:56,050 --> 00:21:57,850 him about the future of Israel. 463 00:21:57,850 --> 00:22:00,175 Then God says, I want you to appoint 464 00:22:00,175 --> 00:22:02,725 a new prophet to replace you. 465 00:22:02,725 --> 00:22:04,540 So there is comforting news for 466 00:22:04,540 --> 00:22:06,655 Elijah that his commission, 467 00:22:06,655 --> 00:22:08,020 his time on Earth, 468 00:22:08,020 --> 00:22:12,115 his work is almost fulfilled. Here we see him. 469 00:22:12,115 --> 00:22:15,070 He's being taken up in a chariot of fire, 470 00:22:15,070 --> 00:22:19,960 and Elijah is bidding him goodbye. 471 00:22:19,960 --> 00:22:22,970 Let's look at Job. 472 00:22:24,030 --> 00:22:26,230 Now the scriptures tell us that 473 00:22:26,230 --> 00:22:28,135 Job was an extraordinary man. 474 00:22:28,135 --> 00:22:31,060 In fact, in the prologue to the book of Job, 475 00:22:31,060 --> 00:22:34,735 God is even boasting about Job to Satan. 476 00:22:34,735 --> 00:22:37,030 God just asked with pride. 477 00:22:37,030 --> 00:22:39,460 Have you seen my servant Job? 478 00:22:39,460 --> 00:22:42,805 And God says about Job that he is blameless and 479 00:22:42,805 --> 00:22:47,395 upright and that there is no one on Earth like him. 480 00:22:47,395 --> 00:22:49,315 But Satan is unimpressed. 481 00:22:49,315 --> 00:22:51,280 Satan basically counters God. 482 00:22:51,280 --> 00:22:53,410 Well, if you didn't bless him so much, 483 00:22:53,410 --> 00:22:55,389 he might not be so faithful. 484 00:22:55,389 --> 00:22:59,440 Here we have an illustration by William Blake and we 485 00:22:59,440 --> 00:23:01,120 see Job with his arms raised up in 486 00:23:01,120 --> 00:23:03,100 his friends are around him. 487 00:23:03,100 --> 00:23:04,420 His friends have actually come to be 488 00:23:04,420 --> 00:23:06,820 his counselors during this time of trial. 489 00:23:06,820 --> 00:23:09,775 But when these counselors see Job's great pain, 490 00:23:09,775 --> 00:23:11,320 they are so stunned that for 491 00:23:11,320 --> 00:23:14,575 seven days and seven nights they are silent. 492 00:23:14,575 --> 00:23:17,830 Now we might ask, how did the scriptures 493 00:23:17,830 --> 00:23:22,360 portray the response of a blameless man to trauma? 494 00:23:22,360 --> 00:23:24,730 Does this blameless man raise 495 00:23:24,730 --> 00:23:26,860 his arms toward heaven and cry out, 496 00:23:26,860 --> 00:23:31,015 praise the Lord as Shepherd Christianity might propose? 497 00:23:31,015 --> 00:23:33,565 Let's see what Job says. 498 00:23:33,565 --> 00:23:36,160 I love my very life. 499 00:23:36,160 --> 00:23:38,845 I wish I had died before any eye saw me. 500 00:23:38,845 --> 00:23:41,350 If only I had never come into being or had 501 00:23:41,350 --> 00:23:44,005 been carried straight from the womb to the grave. 502 00:23:44,005 --> 00:23:45,790 Oh, than I might have my requests 503 00:23:45,790 --> 00:23:47,350 that God would grant what I hope for, 504 00:23:47,350 --> 00:23:49,225 that God would be willing to crush me, 505 00:23:49,225 --> 00:23:52,495 to let loose his hand and cut me off. 506 00:23:52,495 --> 00:23:55,180 By the way, does 507 00:23:55,180 --> 00:23:58,345 a blameless man ever wonder if God is against him? 508 00:23:58,345 --> 00:24:02,320 Does a blameless man ever disappear before his God? 509 00:24:02,320 --> 00:24:04,000 Here's Job, he's lying on 510 00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:05,920 his bed, I don't know if you can see that. 511 00:24:05,920 --> 00:24:10,345 In Blake's illustration, God is above him, and he says, 512 00:24:10,345 --> 00:24:12,130 "When I think my bed will comfort 513 00:24:12,130 --> 00:24:14,395 me and my couch will ease my complaint, 514 00:24:14,395 --> 00:24:16,990 even then you frighten me with dreams and terrify me with 515 00:24:16,990 --> 00:24:18,730 visions so that I prefer 516 00:24:18,730 --> 00:24:21,490 strangling in death rather than this body of mine. 517 00:24:21,490 --> 00:24:23,080 I despise my life, 518 00:24:23,080 --> 00:24:24,625 I would not live forever. 519 00:24:24,625 --> 00:24:27,740 Let me alone my days have no meaning." 520 00:24:29,310 --> 00:24:33,580 Note, even though God has said that Job is blameless, 521 00:24:33,580 --> 00:24:34,810 there'll be a whole lot of blame that gets 522 00:24:34,810 --> 00:24:36,415 thrown around in this book. 523 00:24:36,415 --> 00:24:39,100 Job's friends who once sad and stunned 524 00:24:39,100 --> 00:24:41,050 silence at the site of 525 00:24:41,050 --> 00:24:43,510 Job's despair suddenly decided to speak. 526 00:24:43,510 --> 00:24:45,790 When they do, these counselors tell 527 00:24:45,790 --> 00:24:48,445 him that it's his sin that has causes suffering. 528 00:24:48,445 --> 00:24:52,390 They say, is not your wickedness great, 529 00:24:52,390 --> 00:24:55,060 are not your sins endless. 530 00:24:55,060 --> 00:24:57,190 Am happy to report that in 531 00:24:57,190 --> 00:24:59,830 the millennia since this book was written, 532 00:24:59,830 --> 00:25:01,989 counseling techniques have improved dramatically. 533 00:25:01,989 --> 00:25:06,100 [LAUGHTER] Regardless of the friends accusations, 534 00:25:06,100 --> 00:25:08,260 the scriptures nowhere blame Job for his suffering, 535 00:25:08,260 --> 00:25:09,910 they never castigate him for 536 00:25:09,910 --> 00:25:13,000 his expression of psychological pain. 537 00:25:13,000 --> 00:25:15,670 Instead, we read for 538 00:25:15,670 --> 00:25:18,400 35 of some of the most brutal chapters in all of 539 00:25:18,400 --> 00:25:20,440 scripture about this man's struggle with 540 00:25:20,440 --> 00:25:23,650 God before he finally finds peace. 541 00:25:23,650 --> 00:25:25,330 This is not exactly the picture of 542 00:25:25,330 --> 00:25:26,950 instantaneous peace and joy, 543 00:25:26,950 --> 00:25:29,785 that Shepherd of Christianity would propose. 544 00:25:29,785 --> 00:25:32,380 Let's move to the New Testament. 545 00:25:32,380 --> 00:25:34,000 Here we have the Apostle Paul. 546 00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:36,415 This is a painting by Rembrandt, 547 00:25:36,415 --> 00:25:39,595 and Saint Paul in prison. 548 00:25:39,595 --> 00:25:41,560 Over the years, I have sometimes 549 00:25:41,560 --> 00:25:42,970 noticed that Shepherd Christianity 550 00:25:42,970 --> 00:25:45,970 has a way of emphasizing some verses over others. 551 00:25:45,970 --> 00:25:48,340 Perhaps one of the most well-worn verses 552 00:25:48,340 --> 00:25:50,755 of Shepherd Christianity is from the Apostle Paul, 553 00:25:50,755 --> 00:25:52,300 who writes to the Philippians, 554 00:25:52,300 --> 00:25:54,265 rejoice in the Lord always. 555 00:25:54,265 --> 00:25:56,860 Again, I say rejoice, and I love that verse. 556 00:25:56,860 --> 00:25:59,395 It is a beautiful and a powerful verse. 557 00:25:59,395 --> 00:26:01,270 But the same apostle who said 558 00:26:01,270 --> 00:26:03,970 those words also said these. 559 00:26:03,970 --> 00:26:07,090 We do not want you to be uninformed brothers about 560 00:26:07,090 --> 00:26:09,595 the hardships we suffered in the province of Asia. 561 00:26:09,595 --> 00:26:11,215 We were under great pressure 562 00:26:11,215 --> 00:26:12,520 far and beyond our ability to 563 00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:15,700 endure so that we despaired even of life. 564 00:26:15,700 --> 00:26:16,990 Indeed in our hearts, 565 00:26:16,990 --> 00:26:18,730 we felt the sense of death. 566 00:26:18,730 --> 00:26:20,770 But this happened that we might not rely on 567 00:26:20,770 --> 00:26:24,140 ourselves but on God who raises the dead. 568 00:26:24,900 --> 00:26:28,210 Paul understood the visit-hood of life. 569 00:26:28,210 --> 00:26:29,800 Perhaps this is why he also 570 00:26:29,800 --> 00:26:32,005 wrote rejoice with those who rejoice, 571 00:26:32,005 --> 00:26:34,550 mourn with those who mourn. 572 00:26:35,160 --> 00:26:39,025 Now Shepherd Christianity might raise this objection. 573 00:26:39,025 --> 00:26:40,390 Even if Naomi, 574 00:26:40,390 --> 00:26:43,300 Elijah, the blameless man Job, 575 00:26:43,300 --> 00:26:44,680 and Paul that experienced 576 00:26:44,680 --> 00:26:46,270 profound psychological distress, 577 00:26:46,270 --> 00:26:47,680 they were still sinners, was 578 00:26:47,680 --> 00:26:51,010 their distress so evidence for their sin. 579 00:26:51,010 --> 00:26:52,930 To answer this question, we need to 580 00:26:52,930 --> 00:26:54,835 go to the Garden of Gethsemane. 581 00:26:54,835 --> 00:26:58,780 We need to go to the place of 582 00:26:58,780 --> 00:27:03,100 Christ's suffering before his a rest and crucifixion, 583 00:27:03,100 --> 00:27:05,365 and his agony to his friends. 584 00:27:05,365 --> 00:27:07,960 Jesus says, my soul is 585 00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:10,870 overwhelming with sorrow to the point of death. 586 00:27:10,870 --> 00:27:13,420 The Gospels also describe Christ soar, 587 00:27:13,420 --> 00:27:15,805 full, troubled and deeply distressed. 588 00:27:15,805 --> 00:27:18,700 The book of Hebrews said, Jesus prayed with loud cries 589 00:27:18,700 --> 00:27:22,105 and tears before his crucifixion. 590 00:27:22,105 --> 00:27:26,410 So then the question becomes, 591 00:27:26,410 --> 00:27:28,420 does Shepherd Christianity expect that 592 00:27:28,420 --> 00:27:31,520 people can be even more Christian than Christ? 593 00:27:31,650 --> 00:27:34,690 Or the Shepherd Christianity espouse a form of 594 00:27:34,690 --> 00:27:38,540 stoicism that's foreign to the scriptures. 595 00:27:41,850 --> 00:27:44,140 Now we've looked at a little bit 596 00:27:44,140 --> 00:27:45,190 of Shepherd Christianity, 597 00:27:45,190 --> 00:27:46,930 and I've tried to challenge some of 598 00:27:46,930 --> 00:27:49,090 its ideas and lay a little bit of 599 00:27:49,090 --> 00:27:52,150 ground to consider a different type 600 00:27:52,150 --> 00:27:53,755 of the theology and mental illness. 601 00:27:53,755 --> 00:27:55,675 I want to look at type of theology, 602 00:27:55,675 --> 00:27:57,250 mental illness and how it might appear 603 00:27:57,250 --> 00:27:59,245 apart from Shepherd Christianity, 604 00:27:59,245 --> 00:28:02,450 I'm going to look at some scriptural themes with you. 605 00:28:03,150 --> 00:28:05,830 But before I do that, I need to 606 00:28:05,830 --> 00:28:08,350 go over with you a couple of clarifications. 607 00:28:08,350 --> 00:28:10,300 One is that the Bible 608 00:28:10,300 --> 00:28:12,610 doesn't really talk about mental illness per se. 609 00:28:12,610 --> 00:28:14,995 It's not a textbook for disorders, 610 00:28:14,995 --> 00:28:17,110 and that makes good sense. 611 00:28:17,110 --> 00:28:18,160 Actually, diagnosis is 612 00:28:18,160 --> 00:28:19,750 a very recent phenomenon in history. 613 00:28:19,750 --> 00:28:21,910 So the biblical authors would not even 614 00:28:21,910 --> 00:28:24,895 had this anywhere on their minds. 615 00:28:24,895 --> 00:28:26,860 We do see people in psychological 616 00:28:26,860 --> 00:28:28,270 distress in the scriptures. 617 00:28:28,270 --> 00:28:30,655 For example, we see Elijah, 618 00:28:30,655 --> 00:28:33,745 he's exhausted, job can't sleep. 619 00:28:33,745 --> 00:28:35,590 Both men wanted to die and so we could 620 00:28:35,590 --> 00:28:37,705 say those are symptoms of depression. 621 00:28:37,705 --> 00:28:39,310 But I still don't think it makes sense 622 00:28:39,310 --> 00:28:41,275 to look at the Bible, 623 00:28:41,275 --> 00:28:43,645 to try to find examples of 624 00:28:43,645 --> 00:28:45,100 mental illness in the Bible or 625 00:28:45,100 --> 00:28:47,590 the disorders as we understand them today. 626 00:28:47,590 --> 00:28:49,180 That's for two reasons. 627 00:28:49,180 --> 00:28:51,370 One is that the Bible doesn't give us enough detail. 628 00:28:51,370 --> 00:28:54,310 Diagnosticians like a lot of detail before they, 629 00:28:54,310 --> 00:28:56,560 they make a diagnosis. 630 00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:59,530 Also, diagnoses look different 631 00:28:59,530 --> 00:29:02,650 at different points in history and in different cultures. 632 00:29:02,650 --> 00:29:05,050 So it doesn't make sense to mean that someone in 633 00:29:05,050 --> 00:29:06,370 today's world would look way 634 00:29:06,370 --> 00:29:08,320 back in the biblical culture, 635 00:29:08,320 --> 00:29:09,625 in an ancient culture, 636 00:29:09,625 --> 00:29:11,995 in another part of the world and try to 637 00:29:11,995 --> 00:29:16,940 assess for pathology in the ancient world. 638 00:29:17,790 --> 00:29:21,370 The other clarification I want to make is that tonight 639 00:29:21,370 --> 00:29:22,450 my focus is going to be on 640 00:29:22,450 --> 00:29:24,385 severe and persistent mental illnesses, 641 00:29:24,385 --> 00:29:25,825 which would include depression, 642 00:29:25,825 --> 00:29:27,010 certain anxiety disorders, 643 00:29:27,010 --> 00:29:29,230 bipolar disorder, and schizophrenia. 644 00:29:29,230 --> 00:29:31,150 The reality is that there are 645 00:29:31,150 --> 00:29:33,220 literally hundreds and hundreds of 646 00:29:33,220 --> 00:29:37,104 mental illnesses and thousands and thousands of symptoms. 647 00:29:37,104 --> 00:29:38,920 In order to kind of reign in 648 00:29:38,920 --> 00:29:41,410 my thoughts and help myself to have some focus, 649 00:29:41,410 --> 00:29:45,235 I decided to focus in on these particular disorders. 650 00:29:45,235 --> 00:29:46,810 It may be that my comments start 651 00:29:46,810 --> 00:29:48,730 tonight will also apply to other disorders, 652 00:29:48,730 --> 00:29:51,850 but it felt unmanageable 653 00:29:51,850 --> 00:29:55,400 unless I had some sort of a limit. 654 00:29:58,350 --> 00:30:01,370 Now let's look at the first 655 00:30:01,470 --> 00:30:05,090 scriptural theme I want to talk about. 656 00:30:08,010 --> 00:30:12,925 That is heroism, [NOISE] frailty. 657 00:30:12,925 --> 00:30:15,550 Unlike Shepherd Christianity, the Bible 658 00:30:15,550 --> 00:30:18,865 doesn't present us with stoic, polished heroes. 659 00:30:18,865 --> 00:30:21,745 Instead, it presents us with people who are frail, 660 00:30:21,745 --> 00:30:24,175 who have various weaknesses, 661 00:30:24,175 --> 00:30:27,910 and who struggle with various difficulties 662 00:30:27,910 --> 00:30:31,030 maybe for years before they finally find God's victory. 663 00:30:31,030 --> 00:30:34,330 Mental illnesses is a form of frailty as a disability, 664 00:30:34,330 --> 00:30:36,040 but I have seen how people can 665 00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:38,035 try despite these disorders. 666 00:30:38,035 --> 00:30:39,700 I want to talk with you about Moses. 667 00:30:39,700 --> 00:30:41,920 I think Moses is a good example for 668 00:30:41,920 --> 00:30:44,725 someone who fits well into the category of a frail hero. 669 00:30:44,725 --> 00:30:47,530 Moses was a son of Hebrew slaves, 670 00:30:47,530 --> 00:30:48,955 but if you remember, 671 00:30:48,955 --> 00:30:52,435 he was found and raised by Pharaoh's daughter. 672 00:30:52,435 --> 00:30:54,805 He was saved from the hardships of slavery, 673 00:30:54,805 --> 00:30:56,170 but he watched it happening 674 00:30:56,170 --> 00:30:58,195 all around him as he was growing up. 675 00:30:58,195 --> 00:31:01,465 In fact, one day when Moses was an adult, 676 00:31:01,465 --> 00:31:04,405 he saw an Egyptian abusing a Hebrews slave. 677 00:31:04,405 --> 00:31:07,885 Moses was so angry he killed the Egyptian. 678 00:31:07,885 --> 00:31:15,265 Pharaoh found out and plan to kill Moses in retaliation. 679 00:31:15,265 --> 00:31:18,850 Moses was terrified he fled Egypt for the desert 680 00:31:18,850 --> 00:31:22,659 where he lived for many years until finally died. 681 00:31:22,659 --> 00:31:25,600 Then suddenly God showed up in the desert. 682 00:31:25,600 --> 00:31:28,060 God met Moses in the burning bush and 683 00:31:28,060 --> 00:31:30,370 told Moses it's time to go back home, 684 00:31:30,370 --> 00:31:33,640 it's time to deliver my people out of their oppression. 685 00:31:33,640 --> 00:31:36,160 But Moses was not so keen on the idea. 686 00:31:36,160 --> 00:31:38,349 He described to God all obstacles 687 00:31:38,349 --> 00:31:39,970 and difficulties and problems, 688 00:31:39,970 --> 00:31:42,310 reasons why he couldn't go down to Egypt, 689 00:31:42,310 --> 00:31:44,485 why it didn't make any sense. 690 00:31:44,485 --> 00:31:46,420 Finally he says to God what we 691 00:31:46,420 --> 00:31:48,550 suspect he's thinking all along, 692 00:31:48,550 --> 00:31:52,570 "Oh, Lord, please send someone else to do it." 693 00:31:52,570 --> 00:31:54,820 Now from a human perspective, 694 00:31:54,820 --> 00:31:57,070 we might understand Moses's aversion. 695 00:31:57,070 --> 00:31:58,780 God wanted him to return to 696 00:31:58,780 --> 00:32:02,635 that place where he had run for his life. 697 00:32:02,635 --> 00:32:04,630 God wanted him to go back to that place where 698 00:32:04,630 --> 00:32:08,290 his dual and conflicted identity as a biological son 699 00:32:08,290 --> 00:32:10,390 of Hebrew slaves and as 700 00:32:10,390 --> 00:32:14,005 an adopted son of Egyptian royalty, 701 00:32:14,005 --> 00:32:16,135 could find no healing. 702 00:32:16,135 --> 00:32:19,555 Maybe Moses doubted God would act. 703 00:32:19,555 --> 00:32:21,580 After all, all the years that he had grown up, 704 00:32:21,580 --> 00:32:23,920 he had watched the Hebrews crying out for 705 00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:26,995 God's deliverance and he had not seen that deliverance. 706 00:32:26,995 --> 00:32:29,455 He had seen Pharaoh's power 707 00:32:29,455 --> 00:32:31,285 and he was terrified of Pharaoh, 708 00:32:31,285 --> 00:32:34,370 but he had not yet seen God's power. 709 00:32:35,220 --> 00:32:38,590 I wonder, was it just a coincidence that Moses 710 00:32:38,590 --> 00:32:41,935 received this call from God only after Pharaoh died? 711 00:32:41,935 --> 00:32:46,270 Maybe Moses always secretly hoped to save the Hebrews, 712 00:32:46,270 --> 00:32:48,970 maybe that was the misguided motive 713 00:32:48,970 --> 00:32:51,085 in his killing the Egyptian. 714 00:32:51,085 --> 00:32:52,495 But he couldn't do it, 715 00:32:52,495 --> 00:32:56,665 he couldn't save them, he ran off and hid in the desert. 716 00:32:56,665 --> 00:32:58,674 Even many years later, 717 00:32:58,674 --> 00:33:01,120 he was still terrified when God called him. 718 00:33:01,120 --> 00:33:03,295 But somehow despite his terror, 719 00:33:03,295 --> 00:33:05,319 despite his trembling and turmoil, 720 00:33:05,319 --> 00:33:07,240 he returned to Egypt and 721 00:33:07,240 --> 00:33:09,354 now with God's leading and provision, 722 00:33:09,354 --> 00:33:11,980 the Hebrews are delivered. 723 00:33:11,980 --> 00:33:14,800 Moses our frail hero 724 00:33:14,800 --> 00:33:17,500 overcomes the psychological turmoil, 725 00:33:17,500 --> 00:33:20,680 he overcomes but perhaps just narrowly. 726 00:33:20,680 --> 00:33:22,645 But it's this narrow difference 727 00:33:22,645 --> 00:33:24,175 that makes all the difference, 728 00:33:24,175 --> 00:33:26,590 it's this narrow difference 729 00:33:26,590 --> 00:33:29,350 upon which the church is founded, 730 00:33:29,350 --> 00:33:31,720 it's this narrow difference that tuples 731 00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:34,390 kingdoms and delivers the 732 00:33:34,390 --> 00:33:37,610 oppressed into the expansive graces of God. 733 00:33:37,860 --> 00:33:42,820 Jesus knew this. When the disciples 734 00:33:42,820 --> 00:33:44,170 asked Him for greater faith, 735 00:33:44,170 --> 00:33:46,885 He said, all you need is the tiniest nub of faith, 736 00:33:46,885 --> 00:33:50,620 just a mustard seed of faith and you will move mountains. 737 00:33:50,620 --> 00:33:52,944 Of course it may take decades. 738 00:33:52,944 --> 00:33:55,210 When we see Moses, 739 00:33:55,210 --> 00:33:58,105 we learn that mountain-moving heroic faith 740 00:33:58,105 --> 00:33:59,380 can emerge in the midst of 741 00:33:59,380 --> 00:34:03,085 psychological turmoil that takes 742 00:34:03,085 --> 00:34:06,190 decades to demonstrate itself. 743 00:34:06,190 --> 00:34:08,410 When I think of Moses's frailty and 744 00:34:08,410 --> 00:34:11,635 his reluctant heroism I remember my clients. 745 00:34:11,635 --> 00:34:13,780 I have seen this heroism, 746 00:34:13,780 --> 00:34:15,400 the heroism that's born in the midst of 747 00:34:15,400 --> 00:34:18,415 psychological turmoil in them. 748 00:34:18,415 --> 00:34:21,700 Once I worked with a man who served as a missionary in 749 00:34:21,700 --> 00:34:23,530 a remote part of the world which was 750 00:34:23,530 --> 00:34:25,735 in great political turmoil. 751 00:34:25,735 --> 00:34:28,030 He was daily exposed to violence, 752 00:34:28,030 --> 00:34:31,600 organized crime, and to espionage. 753 00:34:31,600 --> 00:34:33,700 He did return slightly to United States but he 754 00:34:33,700 --> 00:34:36,175 was in a great deal of emotional pain when he did. 755 00:34:36,175 --> 00:34:38,290 His missionary agency referred 756 00:34:38,290 --> 00:34:39,475 him to me and when they did, 757 00:34:39,475 --> 00:34:40,780 they said, by the way, we want to give you 758 00:34:40,780 --> 00:34:42,325 a heads up about this man. 759 00:34:42,325 --> 00:34:43,930 He's going to tell you a lot of 760 00:34:43,930 --> 00:34:46,840 terrible stories but what you 761 00:34:46,840 --> 00:34:49,510 need to know is whatever other psychological problems 762 00:34:49,510 --> 00:34:51,250 he has, he's not delusional. 763 00:34:51,250 --> 00:34:54,790 There are things that 764 00:34:54,790 --> 00:34:55,870 happened to him that he will tell 765 00:34:55,870 --> 00:34:57,610 you actually didn't occur. 766 00:34:57,610 --> 00:34:59,305 I heard this man's story, 767 00:34:59,305 --> 00:35:00,730 he had been sent to perform 768 00:35:00,730 --> 00:35:03,220 a specific task as a missionary which he did 769 00:35:03,220 --> 00:35:04,660 complete and he shared with me 770 00:35:04,660 --> 00:35:08,180 the trauma that he adored in his continued suffering. 771 00:35:08,180 --> 00:35:09,960 I want to read you a section from 772 00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:11,310 the paper that I wrote about 773 00:35:11,310 --> 00:35:15,370 him and what he teaches us about heroism and frailty. 774 00:35:20,070 --> 00:35:23,305 Despite my heart as I heard his story, 775 00:35:23,305 --> 00:35:25,045 I also felt off. 776 00:35:25,045 --> 00:35:26,920 This man I knew had changed 777 00:35:26,920 --> 00:35:29,395 the history of the nation to which he had been sent 778 00:35:29,395 --> 00:35:31,780 and I in a most arbitrary way had become 779 00:35:31,780 --> 00:35:34,405 a secondary and silent witness of these events. 780 00:35:34,405 --> 00:35:36,010 No one I imagined, 781 00:35:36,010 --> 00:35:38,185 no journalist, no sociologist, 782 00:35:38,185 --> 00:35:40,645 given the chaotic situation that part of the world 783 00:35:40,645 --> 00:35:43,240 would have recorded any account of his excursions, 784 00:35:43,240 --> 00:35:45,130 the obstacles he encountered, 785 00:35:45,130 --> 00:35:46,945 the life-threatening moments he faced 786 00:35:46,945 --> 00:35:49,630 in the enduring significance of his work. 787 00:35:49,630 --> 00:35:51,760 My client did not understand 788 00:35:51,760 --> 00:35:54,280 his experience in this product perspective. 789 00:35:54,280 --> 00:35:56,080 He felt guilt over his behavior 790 00:35:56,080 --> 00:35:57,715 in the midst of these stressors. 791 00:35:57,715 --> 00:35:59,740 He recalled how he had snapped angrily 792 00:35:59,740 --> 00:36:01,780 at staff members of the missionary site, 793 00:36:01,780 --> 00:36:04,810 how he had argued bitterly with the missionary agency, 794 00:36:04,810 --> 00:36:06,760 and how nearly every moment for 795 00:36:06,760 --> 00:36:08,770 months on end he felt exhausted, 796 00:36:08,770 --> 00:36:11,395 angry, frightened, or disappearing. 797 00:36:11,395 --> 00:36:13,570 Upon his return to the United States, 798 00:36:13,570 --> 00:36:14,620 he doubted the wisdom and 799 00:36:14,620 --> 00:36:16,690 the support of his missionary agency, 800 00:36:16,690 --> 00:36:18,280 and of his God who had left 801 00:36:18,280 --> 00:36:20,200 him in such a dangerous place. 802 00:36:20,200 --> 00:36:22,735 He believed he had failed as a Christian. 803 00:36:22,735 --> 00:36:24,700 When asked by his church to provide 804 00:36:24,700 --> 00:36:27,685 a missionary update to the congregation, he bored. 805 00:36:27,685 --> 00:36:29,470 How could he put a Stafford face on 806 00:36:29,470 --> 00:36:32,290 the most distressing experience of his Christian life? 807 00:36:32,290 --> 00:36:34,405 Prior to his missionary excursion, 808 00:36:34,405 --> 00:36:36,370 he had listened to a seemingly endless flow 809 00:36:36,370 --> 00:36:37,810 of glowing tales at the altar each 810 00:36:37,810 --> 00:36:40,300 Sunday as congregants from a myriad 811 00:36:40,300 --> 00:36:43,135 of ministries described God's activity among them. 812 00:36:43,135 --> 00:36:45,715 How could he follow in this queue? 813 00:36:45,715 --> 00:36:47,950 As I sat with this client, 814 00:36:47,950 --> 00:36:51,205 I heard an echo reverberating across the millennia, 815 00:36:51,205 --> 00:36:52,810 I recall the trials of 816 00:36:52,810 --> 00:36:55,360 another missionary who also argued with church staff 817 00:36:55,360 --> 00:36:56,965 and evangelists to colleagues 818 00:36:56,965 --> 00:36:59,710 and who had at least once lost hope. 819 00:36:59,710 --> 00:37:02,140 Yeah, the Apostle Paul was surely one of 820 00:37:02,140 --> 00:37:03,790 the unparalleled heroes of the Church 821 00:37:03,790 --> 00:37:05,530 in his century or in 822 00:37:05,530 --> 00:37:09,280 any century were it not for his repeated journeys across 823 00:37:09,280 --> 00:37:11,790 the hostile Mediterranean landscape will 824 00:37:11,790 --> 00:37:14,640 the church have exploded in the Western world as it did, 825 00:37:14,640 --> 00:37:16,230 catapulting from Israel to 826 00:37:16,230 --> 00:37:19,049 Rome in the span of a single lifetime. 827 00:37:19,049 --> 00:37:21,180 Like my missionary client, 828 00:37:21,180 --> 00:37:23,460 the Apostle Paul was no separate Christian. 829 00:37:23,460 --> 00:37:26,230 How could he have been? Stafford Christianity 830 00:37:26,230 --> 00:37:28,405 will not allow for genuine heroism. 831 00:37:28,405 --> 00:37:30,250 Heroism is too messy, 832 00:37:30,250 --> 00:37:32,155 it is not polished or pretentious, 833 00:37:32,155 --> 00:37:33,760 it takes so many risks, 834 00:37:33,760 --> 00:37:37,240 it demands enormous physical and psychological energy, 835 00:37:37,240 --> 00:37:40,270 and worst of all, it doesn't always work. 836 00:37:40,270 --> 00:37:42,610 Separate Christianity is embarrassed by 837 00:37:42,610 --> 00:37:45,580 the ugliness of the crucifixion and the shadow 838 00:37:45,580 --> 00:37:47,980 of its presence reappearing in the long-suffering and 839 00:37:47,980 --> 00:37:50,830 the faithful for each generation. 840 00:37:50,830 --> 00:37:53,305 He wants the appearance of the valiant church 841 00:37:53,305 --> 00:37:55,450 without the expense of suffering and 842 00:37:55,450 --> 00:37:57,520 the likelihood of repeated failure 843 00:37:57,520 --> 00:38:00,865 necessary for us to ultimate establishment. 844 00:38:00,865 --> 00:38:04,180 Yet it was in the context of human frailty that 845 00:38:04,180 --> 00:38:06,130 God's miracle of the establishment 846 00:38:06,130 --> 00:38:07,990 of the early church occurred. 847 00:38:07,990 --> 00:38:09,460 Paul did not present 848 00:38:09,460 --> 00:38:12,040 the victorious Christian life as one characterized by 849 00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:16,375 forced and show optimism but instead as one of paradox, 850 00:38:16,375 --> 00:38:18,909 manifest most powerfully in weakness. 851 00:38:18,909 --> 00:38:21,220 Although the scriptures testify that Paul 852 00:38:21,220 --> 00:38:23,500 possess the spiritual gift of healing, 853 00:38:23,500 --> 00:38:25,600 he admitted that he himself was unable 854 00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:27,865 to find relief from personal infirmity. 855 00:38:27,865 --> 00:38:30,805 Instead he received God's assurance, 856 00:38:30,805 --> 00:38:33,460 my grace is sufficient for you for 857 00:38:33,460 --> 00:38:36,730 my power is made perfect in weakness. 858 00:38:36,730 --> 00:38:39,310 In this we hear a clarion call for 859 00:38:39,310 --> 00:38:41,485 hope for those with mental illnesses. 860 00:38:41,485 --> 00:38:43,570 Mysteriously God's strength is 861 00:38:43,570 --> 00:38:46,630 manifest most powerfully in human frailty, 862 00:38:46,630 --> 00:38:49,975 not in our artificial [NOISE] and imagined abilities. 863 00:38:49,975 --> 00:38:53,545 In mental illness, we find a unique form of frailty, 864 00:38:53,545 --> 00:38:57,099 just as we find potential for unique forms of heroism. 865 00:38:57,099 --> 00:38:59,440 We might say of my missionary client that 866 00:38:59,440 --> 00:39:02,530 his mental disorder was a testimony that he could not 867 00:39:02,530 --> 00:39:05,950 bear psychologically the confrontation with and 868 00:39:05,950 --> 00:39:07,930 overthrow of sociopolitical evil 869 00:39:07,930 --> 00:39:10,059 to which he was committed spiritually. 870 00:39:10,059 --> 00:39:12,670 If he could not bear this confrontation, 871 00:39:12,670 --> 00:39:14,800 it was through no fault of his own. 872 00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:17,440 The scriptures that attest 873 00:39:17,440 --> 00:39:19,855 we were created for life in Eden, 874 00:39:19,855 --> 00:39:22,120 traumatic confrontations fall outside 875 00:39:22,120 --> 00:39:24,955 cannot cause initial design. 876 00:39:24,955 --> 00:39:27,490 Perhaps then the cross my client 877 00:39:27,490 --> 00:39:29,695 bore for his Lord, for the church, 878 00:39:29,695 --> 00:39:32,350 and even for the world was the disorder which 879 00:39:32,350 --> 00:39:36,099 resulted from his missionary excursion. 880 00:39:36,099 --> 00:39:38,260 While separate Christianity might describe 881 00:39:38,260 --> 00:39:40,960 these symptoms as evidence of spiritual weakness, 882 00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:42,640 perhaps instead they are the battle 883 00:39:42,640 --> 00:39:45,040 scars one finds among the heroic. 884 00:39:45,040 --> 00:39:47,200 By the time they reach the waiting rooms 885 00:39:47,200 --> 00:39:48,625 of mental health professionals, 886 00:39:48,625 --> 00:39:50,020 it may be impossible to know 887 00:39:50,020 --> 00:39:52,750 the battlefield set the mental ill have traversed. 888 00:39:52,750 --> 00:39:54,220 Although he could not have 889 00:39:54,220 --> 00:39:56,275 imagined the suffering he would endure, 890 00:39:56,275 --> 00:39:58,240 my missionary client shows as 891 00:39:58,240 --> 00:40:00,205 a reasonably healthy and mature adult 892 00:40:00,205 --> 00:40:02,905 to embark upon his overseas assignment. 893 00:40:02,905 --> 00:40:04,870 Others with mental illnesses do not 894 00:40:04,870 --> 00:40:06,745 choose the damaging genetic, 895 00:40:06,745 --> 00:40:10,300 biological, psychological, social, economic, 896 00:40:10,300 --> 00:40:12,610 and political circumstances of their bursts, 897 00:40:12,610 --> 00:40:14,470 circumstances which may also 898 00:40:14,470 --> 00:40:16,360 expose them to multiple sorrows and 899 00:40:16,360 --> 00:40:19,150 disadvantages and which also fall outside 900 00:40:19,150 --> 00:40:20,620 the protected gates of Eden for 901 00:40:20,620 --> 00:40:22,585 which humanity was created. 902 00:40:22,585 --> 00:40:25,075 They are veterans of a fallen world 903 00:40:25,075 --> 00:40:26,350 and in their symptoms we 904 00:40:26,350 --> 00:40:30,710 see the repercussions of humanity's collective wounding. 905 00:40:31,050 --> 00:40:33,670 One of the things that I've observed as 906 00:40:33,670 --> 00:40:36,130 a therapist is that in mental illness, 907 00:40:36,130 --> 00:40:38,845 heroism may be hidden in the mundane. 908 00:40:38,845 --> 00:40:42,250 Normal activities may require extraordinary effort. 909 00:40:42,250 --> 00:40:45,070 In this we see heroism and frailty as 910 00:40:45,070 --> 00:40:46,810 these individuals try to live their lives with 911 00:40:46,810 --> 00:40:49,165 integrity despite their disorders. 912 00:40:49,165 --> 00:40:51,550 I think of another frail hero I know. 913 00:40:51,550 --> 00:40:52,945 This woman had 914 00:40:52,945 --> 00:40:55,390 unusually severe and frequent panic attacks, 915 00:40:55,390 --> 00:40:56,905 particularly in social settings. 916 00:40:56,905 --> 00:40:58,420 She was employed as a receptionist 917 00:40:58,420 --> 00:41:00,130 however which is a very social job. 918 00:41:00,130 --> 00:41:03,400 [LAUGHTER] Years passed with 919 00:41:03,400 --> 00:41:05,815 literally hundreds of panic attacks 920 00:41:05,815 --> 00:41:07,180 before she finally found 921 00:41:07,180 --> 00:41:09,160 relief and despite that she almost 922 00:41:09,160 --> 00:41:10,600 never missed a day of work and 923 00:41:10,600 --> 00:41:12,670 went to church two or three times a week. 924 00:41:12,670 --> 00:41:14,574 She's one of the most devout, 925 00:41:14,574 --> 00:41:17,215 incredible Christians I've ever known. 926 00:41:17,215 --> 00:41:20,440 Here's another frail hero. 927 00:41:20,440 --> 00:41:23,545 Maybe you've heard of Charles Jarvis Virgin. 928 00:41:23,545 --> 00:41:24,880 He was a preacher to 929 00:41:24,880 --> 00:41:28,210 thousands in the 19th century before the explosion of 930 00:41:28,210 --> 00:41:30,400 the media that we have today and he 931 00:41:30,400 --> 00:41:32,620 suffered with mental illness all of his life and he 932 00:41:32,620 --> 00:41:35,530 talks about that in his prolific writings 933 00:41:35,530 --> 00:41:37,390 about his depression 934 00:41:37,390 --> 00:41:39,670 and he also talks about the secret strength it 935 00:41:39,670 --> 00:41:43,360 takes to endure with depression. 936 00:41:43,360 --> 00:41:46,090 He says, but we were in body and mind near 937 00:41:46,090 --> 00:41:48,265 predisposing causes to lowness of spirit, 938 00:41:48,265 --> 00:41:49,540 it is no Marvel if in 939 00:41:49,540 --> 00:41:52,150 dark moments the heart succumbs to them. 940 00:41:52,150 --> 00:41:53,860 The wonder in many cases is, 941 00:41:53,860 --> 00:41:55,030 and if inner lives could be 942 00:41:55,030 --> 00:41:56,665 written men would see itself, 943 00:41:56,665 --> 00:41:58,720 awesome, keep it their work at all and 944 00:41:58,720 --> 00:42:01,855 still work and smile upon their countenances. 945 00:42:01,855 --> 00:42:06,730 But he's not the only one to weigh in on this issue. 946 00:42:06,730 --> 00:42:08,950 [NOISE] CS Lewis in 947 00:42:08,950 --> 00:42:11,590 Mere Christianity also talks about the hidden strength 948 00:42:11,590 --> 00:42:13,975 it takes for people to endure 949 00:42:13,975 --> 00:42:17,570 with symptoms of mental disorder. 950 00:42:17,740 --> 00:42:21,230 First, he describes how 951 00:42:21,230 --> 00:42:23,060 some individuals seem to be naturally 952 00:42:23,060 --> 00:42:25,430 blessed with psychological health and stability, 953 00:42:25,430 --> 00:42:27,569 and then he says, 954 00:42:27,569 --> 00:42:29,949 "but if you are a poor creature, 955 00:42:29,949 --> 00:42:32,140 poison by a wretched upbringing in 956 00:42:32,140 --> 00:42:33,910 some house full of vulgar jealousies 957 00:42:33,910 --> 00:42:35,325 and senseless corals, 958 00:42:35,325 --> 00:42:37,190 settled by no choice of your own 959 00:42:37,190 --> 00:42:39,200 with some law and sexual perversion, 960 00:42:39,200 --> 00:42:40,850 neg day in and day out by 961 00:42:40,850 --> 00:42:42,230 an inferiority complex that 962 00:42:42,230 --> 00:42:44,165 makes you snap at your best friends. 963 00:42:44,165 --> 00:42:45,620 Do not despair, 964 00:42:45,620 --> 00:42:47,195 he knows all about it. 965 00:42:47,195 --> 00:42:49,685 You are one of the poor whom he blessed. 966 00:42:49,685 --> 00:42:52,595 He knows what a wretched machine you are trying to drive. 967 00:42:52,595 --> 00:42:54,800 Keep on to which you can. 968 00:42:54,800 --> 00:42:56,960 One day, perhaps in another world, 969 00:42:56,960 --> 00:42:58,970 but perhaps far sooner than that, 970 00:42:58,970 --> 00:43:00,725 you will fling it on the scrap heap 971 00:43:00,725 --> 00:43:02,360 and give you a new one. 972 00:43:02,360 --> 00:43:04,340 Then you may astonish us all, 973 00:43:04,340 --> 00:43:06,080 not least yourself or you have 974 00:43:06,080 --> 00:43:08,555 learned you're driving in a hard school. 975 00:43:08,555 --> 00:43:10,430 Some of the last will be first and 976 00:43:10,430 --> 00:43:12,500 some of the first will be last." 977 00:43:12,500 --> 00:43:15,530 There's a lot of things I like about this quotation, 978 00:43:15,530 --> 00:43:18,290 but I want to comment about the phrases. 979 00:43:18,290 --> 00:43:19,925 Keep on do what you can. 980 00:43:19,925 --> 00:43:21,680 Those phrases assume that people with 981 00:43:21,680 --> 00:43:23,315 mental disorders aren't victims. 982 00:43:23,315 --> 00:43:27,140 They have power even within their limitations. 983 00:43:27,140 --> 00:43:29,630 Even though they haven't caused their disorders, 984 00:43:29,630 --> 00:43:31,970 they do have responsibility for themselves as persons, 985 00:43:31,970 --> 00:43:33,380 and that includes the responsibility 986 00:43:33,380 --> 00:43:34,985 to keep on, to endure, 987 00:43:34,985 --> 00:43:36,440 to do what they can, 988 00:43:36,440 --> 00:43:39,065 to find ways to deal with the challenges that they face, 989 00:43:39,065 --> 00:43:40,610 and to find the help that they 990 00:43:40,610 --> 00:43:44,209 need to deal with their symptoms. 991 00:43:44,209 --> 00:43:46,130 When this also there's hope and 992 00:43:46,130 --> 00:43:48,980 dignity for persons who have mental illness. 993 00:43:48,980 --> 00:43:52,295 I want to talk to you now about a second theme, 994 00:43:52,295 --> 00:43:55,340 and this theme I've called the stranger in our midst. 995 00:43:55,340 --> 00:43:57,230 This theme is about the experience of 996 00:43:57,230 --> 00:44:00,570 stigma and estrangement in mental illness. 997 00:44:00,730 --> 00:44:03,800 Due to stigma, people with 998 00:44:03,800 --> 00:44:05,300 mental illnesses may feel strangers 999 00:44:05,300 --> 00:44:06,965 in the community around them. 1000 00:44:06,965 --> 00:44:09,830 Research suggests that mental illness continues 1001 00:44:09,830 --> 00:44:12,590 to be one of the most stigmatized conditions in society. 1002 00:44:12,590 --> 00:44:14,180 The National Institute of Mental 1003 00:44:14,180 --> 00:44:15,470 Health describes stigma as 1004 00:44:15,470 --> 00:44:17,390 the greatest impediment for persons with 1005 00:44:17,390 --> 00:44:21,065 histories as psychiatric patients. 1006 00:44:21,065 --> 00:44:23,554 Then it's not their symptoms, 1007 00:44:23,554 --> 00:44:26,970 it's society, that's the biggest problems. 1008 00:44:29,890 --> 00:44:33,020 More and more we have resources for symptoms. 1009 00:44:33,020 --> 00:44:36,049 But what do you do about society's attitudes? 1010 00:44:36,049 --> 00:44:38,930 Sigma is an impediment because it interferes with 1011 00:44:38,930 --> 00:44:41,060 a person's ability in severe cases of 1012 00:44:41,060 --> 00:44:43,490 mental illness to locate work and housing. 1013 00:44:43,490 --> 00:44:45,875 It also impacts healthcare legislation 1014 00:44:45,875 --> 00:44:47,675 and research funding, 1015 00:44:47,675 --> 00:44:49,490 and stigma impacts 1016 00:44:49,490 --> 00:44:51,425 people's relationships with each other. 1017 00:44:51,425 --> 00:44:54,850 It impacts how a person feels about themselves, 1018 00:44:54,850 --> 00:44:56,620 whether or not they feel valued or 1019 00:44:56,620 --> 00:44:59,050 whether or not they feel like worthwhile human beings. 1020 00:44:59,050 --> 00:45:01,400 Unfortunately, the church mental illness is 1021 00:45:01,400 --> 00:45:03,875 still a large part hidden in shame. 1022 00:45:03,875 --> 00:45:05,705 People with mental illnesses may feel 1023 00:45:05,705 --> 00:45:07,520 strange even with a community of 1024 00:45:07,520 --> 00:45:09,650 brothers and sisters they may need feel like they need 1025 00:45:09,650 --> 00:45:12,200 to hide their disorders. 1026 00:45:12,200 --> 00:45:15,140 That is, if they're able to hide their disorders, 1027 00:45:15,140 --> 00:45:18,120 they may live in shadow. 1028 00:45:18,250 --> 00:45:20,870 But those with mental illnesses are not 1029 00:45:20,870 --> 00:45:22,580 the only ones to feel 1030 00:45:22,580 --> 00:45:25,490 hidden in a community 1031 00:45:25,490 --> 00:45:27,305 to feel that they live in the shadow. 1032 00:45:27,305 --> 00:45:29,705 Christ himself was a stranger. 1033 00:45:29,705 --> 00:45:33,515 He was misunderstood and rejected by his own people. 1034 00:45:33,515 --> 00:45:37,280 He wasn't welcome into the universe that he had created. 1035 00:45:37,280 --> 00:45:40,700 When the religious community wanted to dismiss him, 1036 00:45:40,700 --> 00:45:44,360 when they wanted to ignore him, 1037 00:45:44,360 --> 00:45:45,980 when they wanted to cast them aside, 1038 00:45:45,980 --> 00:45:49,550 they used at least two phrases to describe him. 1039 00:45:49,550 --> 00:45:51,200 They said he was raving mad 1040 00:45:51,200 --> 00:45:53,480 and they said he was demon-possessed. 1041 00:45:53,480 --> 00:45:55,280 In his own estrangement, 1042 00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:57,920 Christ shared with mentally ill persons today 1043 00:45:57,920 --> 00:45:59,570 the same judgments that we sometimes 1044 00:45:59,570 --> 00:46:02,255 see in religious communities, 1045 00:46:02,255 --> 00:46:05,570 and even after his resurrection on the road to, Emmaus, 1046 00:46:05,570 --> 00:46:08,659 Christ was not recognized by his disciples. 1047 00:46:08,659 --> 00:46:11,165 This is a painting by Rembrandt, 1048 00:46:11,165 --> 00:46:13,670 and it's a painting of Christ in Emmaus 1049 00:46:13,670 --> 00:46:16,520 as He seated around a table with the disciples. 1050 00:46:16,520 --> 00:46:20,960 I love that Rembrandt has put him in the shadows. 1051 00:46:20,960 --> 00:46:23,390 When I see this, I think to myself 1052 00:46:23,390 --> 00:46:25,610 the truth is we never really knew this man. 1053 00:46:25,610 --> 00:46:27,560 The disciples won't recognize 1054 00:46:27,560 --> 00:46:30,450 him and among us until he breaks the bread. 1055 00:46:30,580 --> 00:46:36,155 In fact, I was thinking about Christ's estrangement. 1056 00:46:36,155 --> 00:46:38,000 I was thinking about the estrangements of 1057 00:46:38,000 --> 00:46:40,415 persons who have mental illnesses, 1058 00:46:40,415 --> 00:46:41,840 and I began to think just about 1059 00:46:41,840 --> 00:46:45,680 how absolute and total Christ desolation 1060 00:46:45,680 --> 00:46:47,780 and estrangement really was. 1061 00:46:47,780 --> 00:46:49,940 Jesus knew distress and may 1062 00:46:49,940 --> 00:46:52,490 end in a way that none of us could ever know. 1063 00:46:52,490 --> 00:46:54,320 I want to read you another section of 1064 00:46:54,320 --> 00:46:58,170 my paper about this estrangement. 1065 00:46:58,300 --> 00:47:01,655 It was not only from the religious leaders, 1066 00:47:01,655 --> 00:47:03,470 His disciples in his community, 1067 00:47:03,470 --> 00:47:05,975 the Christ experienced estrangement. 1068 00:47:05,975 --> 00:47:08,570 Like the Old Testament heroes who preceded him, 1069 00:47:08,570 --> 00:47:11,030 Job and Elisha and Naomi too, 1070 00:47:11,030 --> 00:47:13,325 Christ struggled with his God. 1071 00:47:13,325 --> 00:47:15,080 The Gospel writers do not 1072 00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:18,110 gloss over Christ cry on the cross. 1073 00:47:18,110 --> 00:47:20,180 "My God, my God. 1074 00:47:20,180 --> 00:47:21,935 Why have you abandoned me? 1075 00:47:21,935 --> 00:47:23,690 "This cry of dereliction has 1076 00:47:23,690 --> 00:47:26,225 mystified theologians from millennia. 1077 00:47:26,225 --> 00:47:28,910 What is the significance of these words? 1078 00:47:28,910 --> 00:47:31,310 Did God abandoned God? 1079 00:47:31,310 --> 00:47:35,540 In the crucifixion did God choose self-estrangement in 1080 00:47:35,540 --> 00:47:37,400 order to find us alone in 1081 00:47:37,400 --> 00:47:39,695 a stray and the impossible ungod of this, 1082 00:47:39,695 --> 00:47:42,410 that we ourselves had once grasped 1083 00:47:42,410 --> 00:47:45,650 when we rejected communion with God in Paradise? 1084 00:47:45,650 --> 00:47:47,615 Did God then pursue us? 1085 00:47:47,615 --> 00:47:50,165 Self-made aliens in the universe, 1086 00:47:50,165 --> 00:47:51,890 ultimately strangers even to 1087 00:47:51,890 --> 00:47:55,790 ourselves into our wandering post-Eden exile. 1088 00:47:55,790 --> 00:47:59,780 Did God absorb the void between creator and creature into 1089 00:47:59,780 --> 00:48:03,560 himself,so that even there in this terrible rending, 1090 00:48:03,560 --> 00:48:08,510 we might still have the hope of finding us? 1091 00:48:08,510 --> 00:48:11,990 Despite our desolation is 1092 00:48:11,990 --> 00:48:14,270 there a face looking into our face? 1093 00:48:14,270 --> 00:48:16,070 Did God abandoned God to 1094 00:48:16,070 --> 00:48:18,935 reunite with us? God abandoned us. 1095 00:48:18,935 --> 00:48:20,990 The Apostles Creed says of 1096 00:48:20,990 --> 00:48:23,360 Christ that he descended into hell. 1097 00:48:23,360 --> 00:48:27,005 In a certain later confirmed by two ecumenical councils. 1098 00:48:27,005 --> 00:48:30,570 What are we to make of this remarkable claim? 1099 00:48:30,940 --> 00:48:33,950 Theologian Regis Martin has written 1100 00:48:33,950 --> 00:48:35,870 quote," what if there were 1101 00:48:35,870 --> 00:48:38,045 a loneliness so complete and final, 1102 00:48:38,045 --> 00:48:40,880 but nothing in this world could remedy the sorrow of it, 1103 00:48:40,880 --> 00:48:43,070 and abandonment so definitive that 1104 00:48:43,070 --> 00:48:45,905 neither word nor gesture could deliver us from it. 1105 00:48:45,905 --> 00:48:48,080 Would not that frightful condition find 1106 00:48:48,080 --> 00:48:50,959 its precise and formal theological equivalent 1107 00:48:50,959 --> 00:48:53,430 in what we call help? " 1108 00:48:53,890 --> 00:48:56,450 Did the crucifixion alter 1109 00:48:56,450 --> 00:48:59,045 the spiritual structures of the universe? 1110 00:48:59,045 --> 00:49:02,330 Is that if as the Apostles Creed asserts, 1111 00:49:02,330 --> 00:49:04,700 Christ descended into hell is 1112 00:49:04,700 --> 00:49:07,220 even how the chasm of all estrangement, 1113 00:49:07,220 --> 00:49:09,050 the crevice of ungod, 1114 00:49:09,050 --> 00:49:10,745 not outside of God, 1115 00:49:10,745 --> 00:49:13,445 but somehow present within the Godhead itself, 1116 00:49:13,445 --> 00:49:16,505 in the person of the Son who found us fair." 1117 00:49:16,505 --> 00:49:18,680 The Apostle John proclaims that 1118 00:49:18,680 --> 00:49:21,800 the risen Christ rests in the bosom of the Father. 1119 00:49:21,800 --> 00:49:24,304 Are we who are now in Christ, 1120 00:49:24,304 --> 00:49:26,210 also within their nestled 1121 00:49:26,210 --> 00:49:28,685 in the hollow between the heartbeats of God? 1122 00:49:28,685 --> 00:49:31,715 According to Father Gerald Vann, 1123 00:49:31,715 --> 00:49:34,745 "the history of mankind is a love story. 1124 00:49:34,745 --> 00:49:36,920 It is a story of how man was made for 1125 00:49:36,920 --> 00:49:39,665 God and then became a strange from God. 1126 00:49:39,665 --> 00:49:43,340 But in the end, after many struggles and many sorrows, 1127 00:49:43,340 --> 00:49:46,980 is to come back again to God to be happy." 1128 00:49:47,140 --> 00:49:49,700 If mentally ill persons find 1129 00:49:49,700 --> 00:49:51,590 themselves estranged abandoned by 1130 00:49:51,590 --> 00:49:53,150 the community around them into 1131 00:49:53,150 --> 00:49:55,730 stress and struggling with their God. 1132 00:49:55,730 --> 00:49:57,785 Perhaps the scriptural testimony 1133 00:49:57,785 --> 00:49:59,420 is that in this estrangement, 1134 00:49:59,420 --> 00:50:02,285 they are paradoxically not alone. 1135 00:50:02,285 --> 00:50:04,039 In the person of Christ, 1136 00:50:04,039 --> 00:50:06,470 God has taken a seat with the estranged. 1137 00:50:06,470 --> 00:50:09,650 For the mentally ill person and for all of humanity, 1138 00:50:09,650 --> 00:50:14,790 Christ is truly Emmanuel, God with us. 1139 00:50:15,250 --> 00:50:17,420 I would like to end my lecture 1140 00:50:17,420 --> 00:50:19,565 tonight with this final comment. 1141 00:50:19,565 --> 00:50:22,670 At theology of mental illness begins at the cross. 1142 00:50:22,670 --> 00:50:26,195 It begins with a God who knows our distress, 1143 00:50:26,195 --> 00:50:27,410 who knows our frailty, 1144 00:50:27,410 --> 00:50:28,970 and who knows our estrangement. 1145 00:50:28,970 --> 00:50:38,270 [NOISE] I have many people to 1146 00:50:38,270 --> 00:50:41,315 thank both for their coordination and 1147 00:50:41,315 --> 00:50:46,130 administrative leadership in this evening's event 1148 00:50:46,130 --> 00:50:47,660 and also just for providing me with 1149 00:50:47,660 --> 00:50:50,220 all kinds of support along the way. 1150 00:50:58,510 --> 00:51:01,910 I just want to make one comment about this slide. 1151 00:51:01,910 --> 00:51:05,750 The painting here is from NARSED artworks and NARSED 1152 00:51:05,750 --> 00:51:07,970 stands for National Association for Research on 1153 00:51:07,970 --> 00:51:09,875 Schizophrenia and Effective Disorders. 1154 00:51:09,875 --> 00:51:13,190 This organization sells cards and 1155 00:51:13,190 --> 00:51:17,765 posters with artwork by people who have mental disorders. 1156 00:51:17,765 --> 00:51:20,220 Then this is one example. 1157 00:51:21,430 --> 00:51:23,990 Well, I understand that we have 1158 00:51:23,990 --> 00:51:25,340 some time for questions 1159 00:51:25,340 --> 00:51:27,570 or comments. [APPLAUSE]. [NOISE] Thank you. 1160 00:51:51,990 --> 00:51:56,035 I appreciate this idea that essentially faith and 1161 00:51:56,035 --> 00:51:57,310 mental suffering or 1162 00:51:57,310 --> 00:51:59,935 psychological suffering are contradictory. 1163 00:51:59,935 --> 00:52:01,375 I can't hear you. 1164 00:52:01,375 --> 00:52:03,610 Essentially you're saying that faith and 1165 00:52:03,610 --> 00:52:07,310 disorder are not mutually exclusive. 1166 00:52:07,500 --> 00:52:10,960 Does that make sense? 1167 00:52:10,960 --> 00:52:13,390 I'm not sure what you're meaning by that. 1168 00:52:13,390 --> 00:52:16,825 You're saying I'm not clarifying. 1169 00:52:16,825 --> 00:52:18,610 I guess I'm hearing you. 1170 00:52:18,610 --> 00:52:20,140 I have voice problems, I'm sorry. 1171 00:52:20,140 --> 00:52:21,730 But I'm hearing you say essentially, 1172 00:52:21,730 --> 00:52:24,295 give good examples that people who have 1173 00:52:24,295 --> 00:52:26,140 real faith and that real faith in 1174 00:52:26,140 --> 00:52:28,135 God can have psychologically suffering. 1175 00:52:28,135 --> 00:52:28,435 Yeah. 1176 00:52:28,435 --> 00:52:30,160 Right. I'm wondering how do you 1177 00:52:30,160 --> 00:52:32,095 balance that reality with another hand, 1178 00:52:32,095 --> 00:52:35,695 some of the data suggesting that in some cases, 1179 00:52:35,695 --> 00:52:38,020 religious conviction, as well as 1180 00:52:38,020 --> 00:52:39,550 participation in religious communities, 1181 00:52:39,550 --> 00:52:40,630 has a buffering effect 1182 00:52:40,630 --> 00:52:42,655 against things like depression and anxiety. 1183 00:52:42,655 --> 00:52:44,950 Well, to have a buffering effect doesn't mean 1184 00:52:44,950 --> 00:52:48,745 that it eliminates those things. 1185 00:52:48,745 --> 00:52:54,790 It may be that people who have these disorders, 1186 00:52:54,790 --> 00:52:57,010 they are helped by their religious faith, 1187 00:52:57,010 --> 00:53:00,410 but that doesn't mean it removes their disorders. 1188 00:53:01,170 --> 00:53:04,075 It's a matter of range. 1189 00:53:04,075 --> 00:53:07,360 It may help a person significantly 1190 00:53:07,360 --> 00:53:10,810 to manage their symptoms, 1191 00:53:10,810 --> 00:53:12,070 their life experience but it doesn't 1192 00:53:12,070 --> 00:53:14,815 necessarily remove their disorders. 1193 00:53:14,815 --> 00:53:16,150 That's what I would say and we 1194 00:53:16,150 --> 00:53:19,330 can't know what a person 1195 00:53:19,330 --> 00:53:20,995 would look like without their faith. 1196 00:53:20,995 --> 00:53:23,560 You can't do that experiment that way. 1197 00:53:23,560 --> 00:53:26,320 I do think that religious faith helps people 1198 00:53:26,320 --> 00:53:29,680 tremendously but that doesn't 1199 00:53:29,680 --> 00:53:31,510 necessarily mean that for all people, 1200 00:53:31,510 --> 00:53:33,040 for all times it will remove 1201 00:53:33,040 --> 00:53:35,480 possibility of their disorders. 1202 00:53:37,020 --> 00:53:39,700 That's true also, by the way, 1203 00:53:39,700 --> 00:53:42,940 religious faith has been shown to be related 1204 00:53:42,940 --> 00:53:44,410 to lower rates of 1205 00:53:44,410 --> 00:53:46,540 mortality in different types of illnesses, 1206 00:53:46,540 --> 00:53:48,910 but that doesn't mean that people who have faith 1207 00:53:48,910 --> 00:53:51,640 don't get sick and die. 1208 00:53:51,640 --> 00:54:00,730 [BACKGROUND] Dirk. [LAUGHTER] 1209 00:54:00,730 --> 00:54:03,430 Thank you so much, especially, 1210 00:54:03,430 --> 00:54:06,070 for your statements about people with 1211 00:54:06,070 --> 00:54:08,530 mental illness not needing 1212 00:54:08,530 --> 00:54:10,900 to see this as a result of their personal sin. 1213 00:54:10,900 --> 00:54:13,990 I think it's so important for people to understand. 1214 00:54:13,990 --> 00:54:18,670 I wonder though if you do need to name sin that's 1215 00:54:18,670 --> 00:54:20,980 involved in our illness and I'm thinking about this 1216 00:54:20,980 --> 00:54:23,350 as the systemic sins of racism, 1217 00:54:23,350 --> 00:54:27,370 patriarchy, oppression, poverty that really do impinge a 1218 00:54:27,370 --> 00:54:32,365 lot and why people might have mental illnesses. 1219 00:54:32,365 --> 00:54:36,955 You're not talking about the personal sin of the person. 1220 00:54:36,955 --> 00:54:41,470 You're talking about a person within a community. 1221 00:54:41,470 --> 00:54:45,640 Yeah. I would agree with that, 1222 00:54:45,640 --> 00:54:52,060 that there's vast spiritual disharmony 1223 00:54:52,060 --> 00:54:54,910 in the universe and that 1224 00:54:54,910 --> 00:54:59,680 includes all sin in community and that sin results in 1225 00:54:59,680 --> 00:55:01,600 all sorts of breakdown in the 1226 00:55:01,600 --> 00:55:05,440 physical and the psychological. 1227 00:55:05,440 --> 00:55:07,390 It is important to name that sin. 1228 00:55:07,390 --> 00:55:11,840 Yeah. That's true. 1229 00:55:12,270 --> 00:55:16,270 You mentioned your commitment to 1230 00:55:16,270 --> 00:55:20,560 the church and criticizing from the inside. 1231 00:55:20,560 --> 00:55:25,780 You see on the left side the possibility from 1232 00:55:25,780 --> 00:55:27,580 the church as a redemptive community 1233 00:55:27,580 --> 00:55:31,015 and constructive sense. 1234 00:55:31,015 --> 00:55:31,630 Yes, I do. 1235 00:55:31,630 --> 00:55:34,870 That implies to when the process is mediated through 1236 00:55:34,870 --> 00:55:39,880 the room as well as individual devotion class 1237 00:55:39,880 --> 00:55:41,350 Yes, Absolutely. In fact, 1238 00:55:41,350 --> 00:55:44,875 I think that's very important. 1239 00:55:44,875 --> 00:55:46,870 I did some research with 1240 00:55:46,870 --> 00:55:49,090 my colleague Kathy Stetz and we looked 1241 00:55:49,090 --> 00:55:50,950 at messages about 1242 00:55:50,950 --> 00:55:53,560 mental illness in Christian bestsellers. 1243 00:55:53,560 --> 00:55:55,210 Basically, they don't 1244 00:55:55,210 --> 00:55:56,380 talk about mental illness in general, 1245 00:55:56,380 --> 00:55:58,405 they talk about depression 1246 00:55:58,405 --> 00:56:01,300 and they give recommendations that are 1247 00:56:01,300 --> 00:56:06,490 just based on the individual's own work to pray, 1248 00:56:06,490 --> 00:56:08,020 [NOISE] to worship on their own 1249 00:56:08,020 --> 00:56:09,760 but they don't talk about what could happen 1250 00:56:09,760 --> 00:56:11,755 in a church community and how 1251 00:56:11,755 --> 00:56:13,420 church members can support each 1252 00:56:13,420 --> 00:56:16,130 other and how by all that, that would be. 1253 00:56:17,130 --> 00:56:21,400 I serve in a small urban church community 1254 00:56:21,400 --> 00:56:22,900 that I had noticed 1255 00:56:22,900 --> 00:56:25,630 has quite a mental illness and 1256 00:56:25,630 --> 00:56:29,170 I know that now more from being on leadership. 1257 00:56:29,170 --> 00:56:32,995 If the church is a redemptive community, 1258 00:56:32,995 --> 00:56:36,220 do have any practical suggestions for 1259 00:56:36,220 --> 00:56:39,160 how you deal with if someone who has 1260 00:56:39,160 --> 00:56:42,490 mental illness is in a worship setting or in 1261 00:56:42,490 --> 00:56:44,590 an adult education setting 1262 00:56:44,590 --> 00:56:47,155 how you handle that at that moment? 1263 00:56:47,155 --> 00:56:49,660 Well, actually, I think 1264 00:56:49,660 --> 00:56:52,750 the issue is when you say at that moment. 1265 00:56:52,750 --> 00:56:55,675 The difficulty is churches aren't really prepared 1266 00:56:55,675 --> 00:56:58,480 and so it's becomes something that, oh my goodness, 1267 00:56:58,480 --> 00:57:00,625 something is happening now as opposed to 1268 00:57:00,625 --> 00:57:03,595 being prepared, having education, 1269 00:57:03,595 --> 00:57:06,280 even having some ministry in place 1270 00:57:06,280 --> 00:57:08,980 that expects that these things 1271 00:57:08,980 --> 00:57:10,390 are going to happen in the church. 1272 00:57:10,390 --> 00:57:11,710 That there will be people who have 1273 00:57:11,710 --> 00:57:13,150 mental illnesses in the church, 1274 00:57:13,150 --> 00:57:15,010 rather than be surprised by it. 1275 00:57:15,010 --> 00:57:17,410 I think that education is really important. 1276 00:57:17,410 --> 00:57:22,270 There's a great deal of ignorance about mental illness. 1277 00:57:22,270 --> 00:57:24,010 There are ministries that are 1278 00:57:24,010 --> 00:57:26,065 going on around the Puget Sound 1279 00:57:26,065 --> 00:57:27,535 right now in different churches 1280 00:57:27,535 --> 00:57:30,340 by individuals who are aware of these things. 1281 00:57:30,340 --> 00:57:32,154 I think that educating 1282 00:57:32,154 --> 00:57:34,780 the pastorate is really important and 1283 00:57:34,780 --> 00:57:38,200 thereby setting up systems 1284 00:57:38,200 --> 00:57:39,550 where if something were to happen, 1285 00:57:39,550 --> 00:57:41,395 there's already people in place, 1286 00:57:41,395 --> 00:57:42,805 they're a peer, 1287 00:57:42,805 --> 00:57:44,545 they're friends that they 1288 00:57:44,545 --> 00:57:46,450 can have people that they can talk to, 1289 00:57:46,450 --> 00:57:47,830 people who they already know 1290 00:57:47,830 --> 00:57:49,240 before it comes to a point where, oh my gosh, 1291 00:57:49,240 --> 00:57:51,850 something's happening in the church where a person is 1292 00:57:51,850 --> 00:57:54,730 having difficulty managing their symptoms. 1293 00:57:54,730 --> 00:57:59,080 So that's what I would suggest. 1294 00:57:59,080 --> 00:58:01,450 Other comments or questions? 1295 00:58:01,450 --> 00:58:04,930 I have the advantage of having your full manuscript and 1296 00:58:04,930 --> 00:58:08,230 I'm aware of couple [OVERLAPPING] 1297 00:58:08,230 --> 00:58:11,665 [LAUGHTER] other schemes embraced in your theology 1298 00:58:11,665 --> 00:58:14,020 and actually should you mind at least give 1299 00:58:14,020 --> 00:58:16,795 me a couple of sentences on each those other things. 1300 00:58:16,795 --> 00:58:18,820 Powerless and frailty, 1301 00:58:18,820 --> 00:58:22,810 stranger is in our list also freedom infinitude and 1302 00:58:22,810 --> 00:58:26,590 complexity and disorder found in that theology. 1303 00:58:26,590 --> 00:58:28,390 Well when I say freedom infinitude, 1304 00:58:28,390 --> 00:58:33,775 that's basically the idea that we're limited beings and 1305 00:58:33,775 --> 00:58:36,475 potentially because of the sin in community 1306 00:58:36,475 --> 00:58:40,570 and the fact that we're just in a fallen world. 1307 00:58:40,570 --> 00:58:42,055 We're very limited beings 1308 00:58:42,055 --> 00:58:44,230 and each one of us has our own limits, 1309 00:58:44,230 --> 00:58:46,030 but within those limits, 1310 00:58:46,030 --> 00:58:50,665 we have freedom and power and it may take years for us to 1311 00:58:50,665 --> 00:58:52,660 develop those freedoms and powers to be able 1312 00:58:52,660 --> 00:58:55,120 to overcome various difficulties. 1313 00:58:55,120 --> 00:58:56,425 That's true for all human beings. 1314 00:58:56,425 --> 00:58:58,150 In the situation with mental illness, 1315 00:58:58,150 --> 00:59:00,475 it's so much more complex, however. 1316 00:59:00,475 --> 00:59:02,320 Basically, that is what I talked about, 1317 00:59:02,320 --> 00:59:04,420 how we are finite beings, 1318 00:59:04,420 --> 00:59:05,605 how we have limitations, but 1319 00:59:05,605 --> 00:59:07,885 within that, there is freedom. 1320 00:59:07,885 --> 00:59:09,250 One of the things that I think 1321 00:59:09,250 --> 00:59:10,750 about therapy sometimes is that 1322 00:59:10,750 --> 00:59:12,100 therapy is about helping a person to 1323 00:59:12,100 --> 00:59:14,245 find their freedom wherever it is. 1324 00:59:14,245 --> 00:59:16,030 That can be a little bit challenging 1325 00:59:16,030 --> 00:59:17,590 sometimes when you're dealing with 1326 00:59:17,590 --> 00:59:19,600 somebody where can they grab 1327 00:59:19,600 --> 00:59:22,300 a hold of something that they can do to help themselves. 1328 00:59:22,300 --> 00:59:24,760 We start there and then move 1329 00:59:24,760 --> 00:59:26,305 progressively to 1330 00:59:26,305 --> 00:59:29,230 greater and greater freedom, I would argue, 1331 00:59:29,230 --> 00:59:33,865 over time but there may also be some limitations that 1332 00:59:33,865 --> 00:59:40,600 will never be ameliorated or improved in this life. 1333 00:59:40,600 --> 00:59:45,535 That's freedom infinitude, complexity in disorder. 1334 00:59:45,535 --> 00:59:49,480 This is basically the notion that when we look at 1335 00:59:49,480 --> 00:59:55,330 mental illness, we see disorder. 1336 00:59:55,330 --> 00:59:57,400 Generally speaking, because of this stigma, 1337 00:59:57,400 --> 00:59:58,870 we see something negative, 1338 00:59:58,870 --> 01:00:02,005 we see something problematic. 1339 01:00:02,005 --> 01:00:04,660 Yet there is beginning research that's 1340 01:00:04,660 --> 01:00:07,210 starting to show that there 1341 01:00:07,210 --> 01:00:08,620 may be a relationship between 1342 01:00:08,620 --> 01:00:12,955 creative ability and mental disorder. 1343 01:00:12,955 --> 01:00:14,950 There's been a number of studies that I have done, 1344 01:00:14,950 --> 01:00:19,555 in the earlier studies had more methodological problems, 1345 01:00:19,555 --> 01:00:22,810 but the later studies have tried to address those. 1346 01:00:22,810 --> 01:00:24,400 What I talked about is how, 1347 01:00:24,400 --> 01:00:27,200 here are these individuals who have 1348 01:00:27,470 --> 01:00:30,630 potentially genetic loading for 1349 01:00:30,630 --> 01:00:33,240 something that's very important for society. 1350 01:00:33,240 --> 01:00:35,160 They have been cast to 1351 01:00:35,160 --> 01:00:36,660 the side, they've been marginalized, 1352 01:00:36,660 --> 01:00:39,915 and yet what if they carry genetic potential? 1353 01:00:39,915 --> 01:00:42,215 That's very important for the rest of us. 1354 01:00:42,215 --> 01:00:43,720 Creative abilities. 1355 01:00:43,720 --> 01:00:45,820 I actually think this research is just at 1356 01:00:45,820 --> 01:00:49,055 the very ground level. 1357 01:00:49,055 --> 01:00:51,520 They talk about creativity and mental illness, 1358 01:00:51,520 --> 01:00:52,810 but what is creativity? 1359 01:00:52,810 --> 01:00:54,430 That's a huge area in and of 1360 01:00:54,430 --> 01:00:56,980 itself and we're starting to see relationships. 1361 01:00:56,980 --> 01:00:58,270 I think if you start to see 1362 01:00:58,270 --> 01:00:59,800 relationships with something so big 1363 01:00:59,800 --> 01:01:01,060 as creativity and you haven't 1364 01:01:01,060 --> 01:01:02,545 made the fine distinctions yet, 1365 01:01:02,545 --> 01:01:04,660 what will we discover eventually? 1366 01:01:04,660 --> 01:01:07,960 When I talk about complexity in disorder, basically, 1367 01:01:07,960 --> 01:01:11,650 I'm saying that these individuals 1368 01:01:11,650 --> 01:01:12,970 are very important in society. 1369 01:01:12,970 --> 01:01:20,380 [LAUGHTER] I compare it to a photographic negative. 1370 01:01:20,380 --> 01:01:22,120 If you have a photographic negative, 1371 01:01:22,120 --> 01:01:24,280 you can still see what would have been there, 1372 01:01:24,280 --> 01:01:26,080 that there's this potential there. 1373 01:01:26,080 --> 01:01:29,200 Maybe it's thwarted in mental illness but it still 1374 01:01:29,200 --> 01:01:32,875 emerges in the genetic potential, 1375 01:01:32,875 --> 01:01:36,110 in society that's still available. 1376 01:01:36,810 --> 01:01:40,150 Those are a couple of other ideas of being. 1377 01:01:40,150 --> 01:01:42,580 What is the properties of reality? 1378 01:01:42,580 --> 01:01:45,430 What I'm understanding is what the definition of 1379 01:01:45,430 --> 01:01:52,162 mental illness is exactly not being familiar with the gist of it so 1380 01:01:52,162 --> 01:01:54,160 In the examples you gave, biblically, 1381 01:01:54,160 --> 01:01:57,800 what's the difference between a mental disorder and 1382 01:01:57,800 --> 01:02:01,985 just despair over a situation? 1383 01:02:01,985 --> 01:02:04,295 A disorder is culturally 1384 01:02:04,295 --> 01:02:06,260 determined by not only Russian culture, 1385 01:02:06,260 --> 01:02:08,150 a despair is a sign of being compelled. 1386 01:02:08,150 --> 01:02:11,900 [LAUGHTER]. 1387 01:02:11,900 --> 01:02:21,800 How would I know between the biblical and mental, that this is arranged by an alternative to a mental illness disorder 1388 01:02:21,800 --> 01:02:24,890 versus just being bummed 1389 01:02:24,890 --> 01:02:26,120 out because you're going through 1390 01:02:26,120 --> 01:02:28,740 some really bad circumstances? 1391 01:02:29,200 --> 01:02:37,160 Well, what I try to do is say, 1392 01:02:37,160 --> 01:02:41,570 I'm not going to look at biblical figures and 1393 01:02:41,570 --> 01:02:43,460 say this person or that person has a mental illness 1394 01:02:43,460 --> 01:02:46,400 because I can't do that. 1395 01:02:46,400 --> 01:02:54,770 Yet I set up themes and the theme had to do with heroism, 1396 01:02:54,770 --> 01:02:57,809 frail and frailty, not about distress. 1397 01:02:58,180 --> 01:03:01,760 I don't think we can know enough whether 1398 01:03:01,760 --> 01:03:06,185 or not biblical characters from today's perspective, 1399 01:03:06,185 --> 01:03:08,660 would be considered to have a mental illness. 1400 01:03:08,660 --> 01:03:10,010 If you're talking specifically 1401 01:03:10,010 --> 01:03:11,810 about clinical psychology and 1402 01:03:11,810 --> 01:03:13,130 how it determines whether or not a person 1403 01:03:13,130 --> 01:03:14,900 has a mental illness, it's not just distress. 1404 01:03:14,900 --> 01:03:17,825 It's also whether or not 1405 01:03:17,825 --> 01:03:22,490 it's the rarity or the likelihood in the population. 1406 01:03:22,490 --> 01:03:25,370 It's a number of different factors that are involved. 1407 01:03:25,370 --> 01:03:29,825 It's not just about distress. 1408 01:03:29,825 --> 01:03:33,575 I guess I'm having a hard time coming at this. 1409 01:03:33,575 --> 01:03:35,690 When I show those examples of distress, 1410 01:03:35,690 --> 01:03:38,240 I didn't mean to show them as examples of mental illness. 1411 01:03:38,240 --> 01:03:42,395 But as contrary to Stepford Christianity. 1412 01:03:42,395 --> 01:03:44,675 Stepford Christianity doesn't necessarily 1413 01:03:44,675 --> 01:03:45,860 distinguish between despair, 1414 01:03:45,860 --> 01:03:48,980 anxiety, and mental illness either. 1415 01:03:48,980 --> 01:03:52,550 I show those examples 1416 01:03:52,550 --> 01:03:54,140 in contrast at Stepford Christianity, 1417 01:03:54,140 --> 01:03:54,920 but when I'm talking about at 1418 01:03:54,920 --> 01:03:56,285 that theology of mental illness, 1419 01:03:56,285 --> 01:03:58,475 I'm not necessarily saying 1420 01:03:58,475 --> 01:04:00,770 people in the Bible do or do not have mental illnesses 1421 01:04:00,770 --> 01:04:01,880 because I don't think that that's going to 1422 01:04:01,880 --> 01:04:02,990 be a fruitful way to 1423 01:04:02,990 --> 01:04:05,380 go. I don't know if that helps at all. 1424 01:04:05,380 --> 01:04:18,100 I think that, maybe its something to keep in my mind 1425 01:04:18,100 --> 01:04:18,850 Yes. 1426 01:04:18,850 --> 01:04:27,470 Isn't that part of this particular despair 1427 01:04:30,060 --> 01:04:34,570 other disorders, there is schizophrenia clearly 1428 01:04:34,570 --> 01:04:37,480 biological but things that are in 1429 01:04:37,480 --> 01:04:45,805 a gray area between emotion and something else. 1430 01:04:45,805 --> 01:04:49,525 Is that anything you can comment on? 1431 01:04:49,525 --> 01:04:51,850 Well, for one thing, 1432 01:04:51,850 --> 01:04:54,940 I think I need to learn more about acedia. 1433 01:04:54,940 --> 01:04:58,340 But I do think the little that I've read, 1434 01:04:58,340 --> 01:04:59,960 I understand that it has to do with 1435 01:04:59,960 --> 01:05:02,825 spiritual sloth or a lack of caring, 1436 01:05:02,825 --> 01:05:07,760 which does seem different than a diagnosis of depression. 1437 01:05:07,760 --> 01:05:10,670 I would say as well that depression also has 1438 01:05:10,670 --> 01:05:11,960 biological components and it 1439 01:05:11,960 --> 01:05:14,645 has a genetic loading as well. 1440 01:05:14,645 --> 01:05:18,090 I don't know if we can make those distinctions. 1441 01:05:20,530 --> 01:05:23,420 Can you clarify for us what you 1442 01:05:23,420 --> 01:05:25,820 think we should and 1443 01:05:25,820 --> 01:05:28,400 should not take from Philippians Chapter 2? 1444 01:05:28,400 --> 01:05:29,690 From what? 1445 01:05:29,690 --> 01:05:32,990 From Philippians Chapter 2. 1446 01:05:32,990 --> 01:05:35,390 What specifically in Philippians Chapter 2? 1447 01:05:35,390 --> 01:05:37,400 I have what you said 1448 01:05:37,400 --> 01:05:39,905 that Apostle Paul was 1449 01:05:39,905 --> 01:05:42,200 not saying that you shouldn't be anxious, 1450 01:05:42,200 --> 01:05:45,020 you should always be good. 1451 01:05:45,020 --> 01:05:47,810 But that doesn't mean that there could not 1452 01:05:47,810 --> 01:05:51,050 be depression if the person had good faith. 1453 01:05:51,050 --> 01:05:54,725 What [OVERLAPPING] do we understand from Paul? 1454 01:05:54,725 --> 01:05:57,920 What is he trying to say in this chapter? 1455 01:05:57,920 --> 01:05:59,720 I think what you're actually doing is 1456 01:05:59,720 --> 01:06:01,835 this is a question of interpretation. 1457 01:06:01,835 --> 01:06:04,160 Because whenever you look at the scriptures, 1458 01:06:04,160 --> 01:06:06,350 you're going to have all scriptures 1459 01:06:06,350 --> 01:06:09,035 that seem to say different things. 1460 01:06:09,035 --> 01:06:11,000 You could take one scripture and say, well, 1461 01:06:11,000 --> 01:06:12,320 what do I take specifically from 1462 01:06:12,320 --> 01:06:13,925 this scripture or you could say, 1463 01:06:13,925 --> 01:06:15,380 all of these scriptures 1464 01:06:15,380 --> 01:06:19,085 together provide information for me. 1465 01:06:19,085 --> 01:06:22,700 If you wrote a series of letters over 1466 01:06:22,700 --> 01:06:25,310 a 10 or 20 year period about 1467 01:06:25,310 --> 01:06:26,630 your relationship with someone in 1468 01:06:26,630 --> 01:06:28,730 your family that was very difficult. 1469 01:06:28,730 --> 01:06:30,140 You might have one letter that says I 1470 01:06:30,140 --> 01:06:31,640 can't stand this person. 1471 01:06:31,640 --> 01:06:33,200 Another letter that says 1472 01:06:33,200 --> 01:06:34,790 this is a difficult relationship, 1473 01:06:34,790 --> 01:06:35,900 but I love this person. 1474 01:06:35,900 --> 01:06:37,550 Another letter that says I really appreciate 1475 01:06:37,550 --> 01:06:40,850 that this person did this for me. 1476 01:06:40,850 --> 01:06:44,360 If a historian, many years later, 1477 01:06:44,360 --> 01:06:46,055 were looking back on your letters 1478 01:06:46,055 --> 01:06:47,240 and they wanted to know about 1479 01:06:47,240 --> 01:06:48,350 your relationship with this person, 1480 01:06:48,350 --> 01:06:50,030 they would go through all of your letters. 1481 01:06:50,030 --> 01:06:51,500 If they just what took one letter and 1482 01:06:51,500 --> 01:06:53,225 one statement from that letter, 1483 01:06:53,225 --> 01:06:56,095 they wouldn't get the full sense 1484 01:06:56,095 --> 01:06:59,695 of your relationship with this person. 1485 01:06:59,695 --> 01:07:01,480 I think that's true when we look at 1486 01:07:01,480 --> 01:07:03,490 the letters of Paul and we look at the whole Bible. 1487 01:07:03,490 --> 01:07:06,040 If we think of the Bible as God's many letters to 1488 01:07:06,040 --> 01:07:08,900 us we have to try to get 1489 01:07:08,900 --> 01:07:10,310 a comprehensive sense of 1490 01:07:10,310 --> 01:07:12,605 the scriptures and that is very difficult to do. 1491 01:07:12,605 --> 01:07:15,450 I admit that that's very difficult to do. 1492 01:07:15,820 --> 01:07:20,720 But I would say that I would want to weigh 1493 01:07:20,720 --> 01:07:23,330 that verse from Philippians with all of 1494 01:07:23,330 --> 01:07:26,585 the other verses that Paul offers to us. 1495 01:07:26,585 --> 01:07:31,040 To have a sense of his full message to us over time, 1496 01:07:31,040 --> 01:07:33,180 to all the churches. 1497 01:07:35,200 --> 01:07:36,950 That's my cue. [LAUGHTER]. [APPLAUSE]. 1498 01:07:36,950 --> 01:07:48,740 I 1499 01:07:48,740 --> 01:07:50,015 want to thank Dr. Webb. 1500 01:07:50,015 --> 01:07:51,170 Erik Erikson, one of 1501 01:07:51,170 --> 01:07:54,035 the forerunners of clinical psychology, 1502 01:07:54,035 --> 01:07:58,610 dabbled between psychology and sociology, 1503 01:07:58,610 --> 01:08:00,815 if you will, history and psychology. 1504 01:08:00,815 --> 01:08:03,200 He talked about walking into 1505 01:08:03,200 --> 01:08:04,730 that dangerous place of what he 1506 01:08:04,730 --> 01:08:07,760 called the -psycho something. 1507 01:08:07,760 --> 01:08:13,025 I think that Dr. Webb walked in that murky water of 1508 01:08:13,025 --> 01:08:16,580 psycho-theology or theology psycho- 1509 01:08:16,580 --> 01:08:18,170 depending on [LAUGHTER] 1510 01:08:18,170 --> 01:08:20,600 your predilections of where you want to begin. 1511 01:08:20,600 --> 01:08:22,520 She did it marvelously on 1512 01:08:22,520 --> 01:08:25,655 a very essential topic and it becomes a theology, 1513 01:08:25,655 --> 01:08:29,165 a psycho theology, a theo psychology of hope. 1514 01:08:29,165 --> 01:08:31,010 Thank you. President Eaton will now 1515 01:08:31,010 --> 01:08:33,930 make the presentation of the Weter medallion. 1516 01:08:36,400 --> 01:08:38,420 I can find it here. 1517 01:08:38,420 --> 01:08:45,950 [LAUGHTER] Marcia, 1518 01:08:45,950 --> 01:08:49,670 congratulations to you and thank you 1519 01:08:49,670 --> 01:08:51,950 for serving our community 1520 01:08:51,950 --> 01:08:54,455 this evening in this distinguished way. 1521 01:08:54,455 --> 01:08:57,515 I offer you this, 1522 01:08:57,515 --> 01:08:59,300 to Dr. Marcia Webb, 1523 01:08:59,300 --> 01:09:09,140 the Weter Faculty Award for 2009 [APPLAUSE]. 1524 01:09:09,140 --> 01:09:11,660 Congratulations. Very proud of you. 1525 01:09:11,660 --> 01:09:12,440 Wonderful. 1526 01:09:12,440 --> 01:09:29,270 And here is your sash to wear now. 1527 01:09:29,270 --> 01:09:30,980 Dr. Webb will now wear that at 1528 01:09:30,980 --> 01:09:33,680 commencement with 34 other individuals. 1529 01:09:33,680 --> 01:09:34,850 Well, not quite that many, 1530 01:09:34,850 --> 01:09:36,410 some have retired so they 1531 01:09:36,410 --> 01:09:38,465 won't be processing but watch for that. 1532 01:09:38,465 --> 01:09:41,510 I told her to start exercising her neck so that 1533 01:09:41,510 --> 01:09:44,735 it can carry the weight of that burden around it. 1534 01:09:44,735 --> 01:09:46,790 You are now dismissed and invited to 1535 01:09:46,790 --> 01:09:49,740 refreshments out in the foyer. Thank you.